Tring,tring!!

rooba rooba roo... (my mobile's ringtone...it's ringing)

me: Hello!

X: Maam, Is this Madhuri?

me: Yes

X: This is vignesh, you got a parcel, Could u please come to reception?

me: Sure

X: mam, security guys stopping to enter inside, they are facing problems with the pack, some beep sound is coming, could u please come now/?

me: yep..hold on!

At that moment, many set of feelings doodled in my brain like anxiety / cheerfulness /sorrow /tension / fear and soon..

Frankly speaking, I was not much excited because I already know it, but I was very much pleased to hear about the present since it was the most awaited one after a long time. And you know how glad it would be to welcome a day with a gift and that too with chocolates, I guess, chocolates are the best gift in this world, I believe them as the symbol of love, care and affection.

Of course, I was sad, completely worried… why because, I was very sure that if at all my colleagues notice that pack, that’s it..; I would end up in accumulating the wrappers rather than the original pack. I had many bitter experiences when I was in my training, One monkey used to grab all my choclates… (;)) and Tarun used to strive hard to get back for me somehow J . And yeah, Fear…I was little afraid not because of beep sound coming, but because I was pretty sure that all the chocolates would get melted. What a moment it was…!!

I reached Reception, it was occupied by many people, as I cannot recognize that guy, I gave a call to him and yeah there he was, he waived his hand and handed me that parcel, but the person near security was so much scared thinking it was some atom bomb :D . He wanted me to open it in front of him to make sure that everything must be alright. I told him that he need not worry as I don't have any such friends who will take revenge on me. But he denied and said, of, course we should not suspect friends but republic day is near, .so we cannot trust anybody...then immediately my reaction was – what the hell? It’s chennai,..anyways, hehe I convinced him saying I don’t have any such friends who try to kill me at least in such a rich style. I opened it….smile smile smile………..!! everybody was smiling J kisses chocolates (that silver wrapper must was responsible for that beep sound), lite… I was busy in eating them :) :) lol………………….btw, million thanks to the special sender :) ;)

A filmy style marriage!!

Recently I have visited a remote place near Srikakulam; the place is pretty awesome, serene and green fields all around. The purpose of my visit was my best friend’s wedding. I frankly cannot describe the beauty of the wedding in my words, and I bet nobody can. It was such a beautiful, charismatic, awesome and grand festival more than a marriage. Perhaps that is the reason, elders used to say that Marriage is the festival that comes only once in everybody’s life.

Believe me all, the wedding happened in a typical, tribal, traditional and village style….approximately 5000 people attended the show, a bunch of 20-25 ladies dressed up and decorated the bride, a big tent (not in a function hall) with coconut leaves was arranged in front of the bridegroom’s house and the wedding went for 2-3 hrs, the gorgeous couple surrounded by all the friends, collegues, amazing orchestra troop, and it’s not yet over, it was just the start. After the marriage, the couple was asked to sit in a Palanquin (Telugu lo Pallaki I guess), some of their relatives carried the palanquin and wandered over the whole village. During that short voyage, all the villagers danced for item songs, oriya songs, fired many crackers (just like the one I used to see during oasis inaug), and played so many tribal games like (karra saamu) and it lasted over the wholeeee night. And once it was done, some more mini games like ring game, and some other game (actually I slept by that time, I cannot describe it in detail). They were given 45 mins of time to sleep and in the morning, they went to all the houses, prayed to God and relatives, took blessings aashirvad and gave them clothes. Moreover, I was extremely elated excited and as usual made so much noise, busy in clicking the poses, shooting the video along with the camera man :P

The thing to be noted here is, I have found humanity in their love because not only they have celebrated their love, but also they have extended that love to the whole village (all the villagers who are suffering badly because of the floods occurred recently, have actively participated, danced, and celebrated despite their problems).

Kudos to the couple!! I have seen such things till now only in reel (I mean movies), but I have noted that such love and such elements are still existing in this real polluted world. And I also strongly feel that most of our marriages are not going to be like this. This post is just negligible to mention the worth of the wedding, U guys must watch it.Such was the wedding. I felt it is exactly similar to the marriage shown in an old movie (Roja).

Thoughts of the day

• Our lives should never be measured by the richness of our success, but by the wealth of our hearts!!
• Everyone we have ever loved, becomes a part of who we are now. Time never takes the precious things away!!
• Taste from life's simplest joys, for they bring sweet pleasures to the heart!!
• Today and in all your days to come, believe in your heart that everything is going to be all right!
• Be positive, dream big, concentrate on what makes you happy and build yourself up!!

that's enough for now :) :)
Cheers

:(

Not every bad mood has a reason, not every bad reason makes a bad day!
A day with few expressed words like
Good Morning!!
Wats up??
Take Care.. but with many unuttered words compelling my mind into pensive mood;
I know I can feel bad when I get in a bad mood. Or...
Because it may not be a bad time, I may have to feel happy?
I don't know :( I am not very sure! I am mad!
In reality, there are good and bad times, our mood changes more often than our fortune
Certainly, it was an (un)easy day!

Me and My marriage

Mom: so, madhu..how r u..howz life thr??(general talk)
Me: nothing great.., as usual!!
Mom: R u eating properly??Is everything fine??hv u gained some weight or u r still scrawny?
Me: :P hehe..never, I am around 46-48, i never checked it !! :( :(
Mom: Papa is asking about ur height tooo...
Me: whats dis stupid question., as if he doesn't know :P
Mom: Its 5'4 right??
Me:Moooom, stop it naa.., is thr any purpose behind asking all these nonsense?

(perhaps, they are in search of a guy for me :(!!...........)
Mom: he is taking some health and LIC insurance on ur name., nothing else!!
chalo, leave it..how abt that amla powder??ur using it??
Me: haaan, y not.,.I am eating it everyday :D (thank god, its fine now, I was scared)
Mom: what????that's for ur hair!!u r eating it??
Me: oooh....that one!!ya ya I am applying to it in the every weekend..u know mom.., even my friends are asking for it...its too good, my hair is looking gorgeous now :P ( haha...I have thrown it somewhere...yirr ;) !!)
Mom: okay then, take care darling
Me: bbyee...


(Next day)

Dad: I have taken LIC and medical insurance on ur name!!
Me: ur wish, I don't know about them...mom told me about this last nite.
Dad: Mom is missing u badly, she wants u to come home once..
Me: ooh so sad papa..., even I too miss u both..
Mom: Madhu, get ur snaps while coming home
Me(in anger): what do u mean???y do u need it?
Mom: Papa told about LIC policy...n blah,,,
Me: shut up, he has many of my passport sized photographs wid him
Mom: no...actually we need ur nice snaps in saree... I guess quite a few are there in your lapi??
Me: No, what the hell is goin on.., why shud I get u.., U temme d exact purpose?I hope u understood.
Mom: why are you shouting like dog? If we are in need of somethings, we are supposed to show u d reasons??
Me: yeah,, Don't act smart.., U ppl have gone mad.., I don't have any pics of mine.., listen to me: Even if have some nice pics, I am right now gonna shift+del them!!
Mom: don't talk to me anymore..don't come to home..
Me: woow...I love u.., I am not desperate to come there. I will cancel my tickets tomorrow.
a couple of minutes passed,

hmm.., I realised that I bristled and shouted at her., lets call her and ask her to forgive me. :D

Me: hello Papa, hows is mom, she is angry still?
Papa: nope, she is sleeping
Me: I wanna talk to her, call her once.
Papa: don't be panic .., U come here we will discuss everything in home!!

Take a chill pill darling, cool and relax.
Me: enough, call mommmm.........
Mom: haan, had food?...blah blah...
Me: r u fine?u r still angry on me?
Mom:I am not angry any more,,in fact u were angry!! so, tomorrow go to some studio., and send us some saree snaps.. okay?

(aaah godddddddd...again!!!!)
Me: chi, go to hell!! I am stupid,, unnecessarily I called u again!look.., U knw, I don't have sarees wid me..,haan whats d use I don't even know wearing them.. cha, cha, first of all I don't have time here to dress up well myself and going after that studios., I am extremely busy!! I am sorry..I can't!!

(what a poor apology.., in spite of asking for excuse, I again erupted like volcano..I am short tempered!! I am hapless at my madcap attitude)

I am just 21. I am still a naughty kid, why don't you people fathom my babyhood. ? what is the need of getting me married with such great haste and hurry ?? I guess both of you are not having any work!!cha, till now, I thought I am blessed having both of you sweet parents!!I am feeling bad now, I never know that I will be in such melancholy situation, I am not ready for marriage yet..!!

Papa, u r my dearest friend.. you are the one who gave me all the freedom and all the life I wanted or I wished, you also know that I am a simpleton piece so you are bothered about me, naturally you are the one who ponders alot on my future, u will be miffed as well as worried, if I face anything worse ahead in my life!!I understand all this, but this is not an apt time for my marriage..!!see, I am pretty good at persuading you, I am sure that I can convince you once I come there. I will be delighted if u listen to me..!! I am coming to meet you in soon.

Oh my god, help me that

I get no angry,

I stay calm, blissful and happy,

I get strength to raise mind high above daily trifles.,

I do my best to all the things without thinking of any fruit!!

Love you Jesus!!

I prayed my lord to look at my unbridled emotions and I slept. I am sorry if I hurt anyone, and I am sorry at this weird thoughts!!

P.S: I was extremely angry on my sweet stupid as he was making fun of my parents when I briefed it to him., (of course, he is there for me :) :), who is meticulously logical..Name a problem, he will be with an answer)and thanks to Tarun, you gave me an apt name and apt solution to this post.

yaar, U made my day :)

Each and every day starts with a smile, a feel and a wish..,
but today it started with grief, fear... (though i don know what exactly might happened..!!).

I didn't know why, I couldn't put it into words, I was frustrated, I just wanted to sit in the room where I knew God was going to be for sure, and be a little angry with Him, and be a little sad, and be a little out of sorts. All I could do then was weep. :( :(

Whenever I feel depressed I listen to songs, I eat chocolates, I try coming back to normal stage a lot.., but today none of these aided me...!! After coming to the office, as usual..for quite sometime I went on checking mails, filling time sheet and soon...

then., one of my favourite juniors pinged me in gtalk..,
and I met him after a long time and so had a long chat..!! It seemed me, a smile can express many things.., and a little gtalk chat soothed my heart :) it elated me and he really made my day!! seriously I' m really proud of having quite a few friends, who shows his or her true colors in times of adversity.!! yeah.., I mean it.., this post is dedicated to him as he delighted me, who charmed me, and who brought back my peppiness!!!

so, I'm back into my life.... :) :) thank you my dear DT :)

cheers!!

A strange sunday :)

Last Sunday me and my dad went to Hyderabad. Actually we both had not planned anything before.., as I missed my bus, we both caught some other train and blah blah.., somehow we came. Leave it, I am too curious to start the topic!! After coming here (I was happy to visit hyd again), fortunately we met my cousin, who is working in an infrastructure company. He took us to his office for leaving my luggage there. It being a Sunday, nobody was in office, and as my cousin is a Senior Executive (hothead it seems:P) in his company and because of his great fidelity, he has got many rights. We sat in the conference room, we read news, we switched on the projector, watched some movies, had tasty food there (it was cooked by office boy :P), chatted and relaxed for few hours.

Believe me.., its not my dream :) its not my home, Its an OFFICE (a four floored building with sound security). Even though I do do not have any work in my company, I never dared to do such informal things. I was badly bewildered and have been blabbering that his boss will throw him one day .., but he is really proud of his attitude and instead he also said that his boss is not all fastidious about employee's behaviour. What a cool boss!!

After lunch, I checked my mails in his system and I thought to have bathe as well :P. But I was little hesitated to do so :), then we all went to Hyderabad Central (generally I used to go with a fool :P, Tarun got it??:P) and we watched a Telugu movie. And from there, again we went to his office, took the luggage and we went to catch a bus which was at 8 in the night. Now, I am badly missing his office and I just left with that memories :P..,

And here, I forgot to tell about my dad's feelings: All fuzzy expressions are expected and to my surprise, he is asking my cousin to join me in his company with his recommendation :P :) :)

Haha Really funny, the whole day I was laughing at their conversation.., I love you papa.

And Bhaiyya...you are the firebrand!! Life is rocking there...I am proud of you and your attitude!!! Informal attitude reloaded :P :P

I cannot forget this blissful Sunday and Isn't it sounding strange?? Please dear readers, put ur comments!!but plz don't ask where is ur cousin working? :P

tragedy of my mobile :(

I am a mobile lover. Because of my passion in having different mobiles, I changed four mobiles in my four years of B.E. While purchasing mobiles, generally I go for slim despite sturdy ones at the same time I cannot afford huge money on them too. Recently, I have bought a new Nokia 5220 Xpress Music (and yeah, its my 5th mobile for 8K) from a Hotspot Mobile store in Bangalore. Due to my long chattings and late night calls, its speaker has got spoiled in less than a week period :( :(... So, I could not bear this anymore, my mobile sickness disturbed me.I thought that it is of no use spending days worrying for a tiny stupid speaker and then somehow I fetched the address of Nokia Care center, went there and from then onwards, it's working completely.., pretty cool.

For next two weeks, the routine thing happened....I began using it badly speaking too many hours but, on an Awesome day, we went to a trip, there I dropped and left in water for 1-2 hrs approximately :P. This was my mistake, I was totally in high spirits that day which made me to forget to put it in my bag and instead I had taken with me into water. Later, I found it has lost the display and I gave it in an extraordinary service center :P. They took good care of it :P, they also stole mike from the mobile, they cheated and returned me. (innocent me :(...) I could not realise their bloody intelligence, I never had a thought that people commit such thefts, people are fraud, they steal and sell such things and so I did not look back, and I also gave 650 bucks to that fellow and instead I was very happy with their work at that moment. The next minute when I went back to my home, I sensed that again it's mike is not working...Ahh, god!!!its pathetic........I ran to that service center, and when I asked him what had happened to my mobile..??,

He simply said..."we are not at all responsible for the manufacturing stuff, we just did chemical wash and that's it...!! one more thing: in future you may face many more problems like....Ringer can get damaged, key pad can get disabled and so on..." I was helpless and showed my anger on him by scolding..."Are you crazy??Enough, take this mobile, take all parts from this..., this is a customer service center and If you are unable to satisfy the customers.., what's the need, why are you here??don't call it service center any more...". After going back from there, he sent a message to me as if I am crying, as if he is not responsible for any thing and as if he is my boy friend..."Sorry Miss.., don't cry.., ur mobile is good and you are fortunate enough...as it's display has not yet damaged, Enjoy it using headset."

Thus, I decided that it is better to give it in company's care center where I got its speakers back, I went there asking to change the mike of the set. I became a daily customer to that shop. After checking it, the guy told me that it at least takes twenty days to get repaired as they have to send it to Nokia headquarters. I actually had no ample time to wait as I was shifted to Pune, and so, I left it like that and I am still managing and enjoying it using my head set. The only tragedy is it is not even a month, its pretty new mobile, still it has been suffering from many problems. I pray God to save my Mobile's life and in soon I could see it in a sound position.

today's fortune

Today's Fortune:

1. You may lose a profitable business deal because of your over-caution.
2. You could be less sociable today and will be running the risk of alienating friends and family. Be careful, or you may realize it too late!
3. You will spend the afternoon with your family, making future plans and enjoying harmony.

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Coming to the first one......

yeah, I may lose a profitable business deal.... :) :) I can't believe it.... :P :P as if I am the Project Lead!!! and it happens because of my over-caution!!really great..as far as my concern, I am not at all cautious or I am least worried about things happening around me..how can I be over cautious?? I did not lose any things!!

Next one.......

Today, I realised the importance of all my friends and as I am damn cool, I decided to make a move towards a few of my dear ones in the weekend.... :) :) just the opposite has happened.

and the last one....

this afternoon is too monotonous, I am sick of this life, I don't have any work and so, I squandered lots of hours on rambling here and there....

Though the things in horoscope happen scarcely, I keep checking it each and everyday. I don't know why I read it everyday..., may be I am really cautious about the bad crap that might disturb me.... or may be I am waiting for the day on which the things in horoscope will come true :) :) !!!! I am sorry if I hurt any horoscope lovers.. :P :P

waterfalls!!!an Awesome day!!

After all these monotonous working days, last weekend, me, Sridevi, Srikar, Shalini and Anji planned for a one day trip to Shivasamudram (its a worth visiting place for all the nature lovers). This was 125kms away from Bangalore and as far as I know, it is the second largest waterfalls in India and sixteenth largest waterfalls in the world. Though I was badly reluctant to get up early in the morning, Sri imposed me to take bath and get ready by 20 minutes and yeah, all this was a pretty planned trip as we started at sharp 7.15 A.M from BTM and thus we are just proud of our punctuality. We booked a Cab from our home and within an hour we reached Maddur where we had delicious breakfast in a Karnataka style restaurant. And after that, we started playing games, listening as well as singing to songs, commenting on each other and had a great fun. Then, we reached Shivasamudram at around 11.30 A.M.

Actually there are two waterfalls by which Shivasamudram is segmented into left and right.., the first and left one is "Gaganchukki" . This was just stupendous. The sound, the view, the water made us serenely quiet. We spend some time by taking snaps and gossipping on. And then, there is a cascading waterfalls, the right one named "Barachukki". I guess this is the apt season as their flow is pretty enormous and roaring. By seeing these amazing falls, all of us were thrilled and ran near to them, had a trip through a small boat that in turn tempted us to go and have a dip in it. We just broke the rules and cautions over there and completely drenched in the clean water with "Who cares" attitude :). The only tragedy caused by the lovely falls here is all of our mobiles stopped working as we forgot to put them aside and have taken them into water along with us, we had taken our mobiles with us. And a few applauds to Anji as he saved the lives of 2,3 fellows. There we started going back in the afternoon at 2.30 P.M. We were badly hungry and vexed.

On the way back to Bangalore, as we had ample time, we also decided to go to TALAKAD, a town surrounds with many interesting legends, I don't know much about its history but I came to know that it is famous for five Shiva temples and sand dunes from Shalini, as this naughty girl kept on slandering about the greatness of this place :P. We visited all the five temples, and here, Anji and Shalini were pretty interested in knowing about all the mysteries behind this place and so they took the help of a guide who speaks only in Kannada(he does not know either Telugu, Hindi or English) :P. They tried hardly in understanding his language even though both of them don't know Kannada, at the same time, Srikar was on phone, trying badly to explain his girl friend the beauty of these places, Sridevi was behind Anji and Shalini jotting a few points about the history as if there was a seminar :P, and yeah, I was busy in eating coconut and asking the guide some doubts in Kannada :P. We also had a small shopping and That's it. Then, it was 7.00 P.M, we started back to Bangalore with no more halts except at Mc.Donald's to have our dinner and reached home at 11.30 P.M.

It was the one and only trip in Bangalore which we are proud of for making it the most memorable and cherishable with our default enthu and thrill. And I suggest people in Bangalore to go and enjoy this sceneric natural beauty!!!

why dayz are running fast??

Here 'Feeling' is a keyword which means "Days are running fast!!".

I hope almost 95% people in the World have this feeling of running life. Everyday when we get up in the morning.., with a wish "Good morning Sunshine!!" we plan to do many things and those things linger in the thoughts through out the day. But whether successfully completing the work or not is the least important to me.

When I go back to July'08 life, I was having the feeling, because at that time, I was in my sweet home, totally involved in enjoying my holidays. When I go back to July'06 life, I was having the same feeling, because at that time, I was in my 3rd year of B.E, yeah.., I suppose I need not explain why I had that feeling as everyone is aware of the lovely life at our Engineering days. But when I go back to Jan'08, I just had the opposite feeling because at that time, my situation was horrible that I already discussed in one of the posts :P. So, the thing is, this feeling does not depend on time(as I guess everyone is blessed with 24hrs a day!!). Rather it depends on happiness!!

Because wherever we go, wherever we are..., whatever the situation is, or whatever the location is....., if we like, we enjoy, we love and we are wildly satisfied in doing the work and if it is done heart fully...definitely once if it gets over, we feel that it is no more and we believe that days are fast. and yeah.., I always have a thought "why a day has only 24 hrs?? it would be great if it had 40 hrs!!...I pity a day...its pretty poor :P :P" a line from my theory. It was aah....4 months back when I came here to Hyderabad, but I feel it as just 2 months+ 10 days according to "mYday" theory!! My theory says that "One happy day(mYday) should be blessed with 38 hrs or 38+..., and One sad day should be blessed with less than 15 hrs!! One 50-50 day is fine with 24hrs or yet to be discovered..................,". According to this theory, I really had a "WOWWWW" life in this 4 months and so I counted it to be 2+ months.

And I never know that I will change this theory or not, I have to append it simultaneously, if there are more happier days ahead in my life......!!!Eagerly waiting for those days...!!I love you life......!!