Me and My marriage

Mom: so, madhu..how r u..howz life thr??(general talk)
Me: nothing great.., as usual!!
Mom: R u eating properly??Is everything fine??hv u gained some weight or u r still scrawny?
Me: :P hehe..never, I am around 46-48, i never checked it !! :( :(
Mom: Papa is asking about ur height tooo...
Me: whats dis stupid question., as if he doesn't know :P
Mom: Its 5'4 right??
Me:Moooom, stop it naa.., is thr any purpose behind asking all these nonsense?

(perhaps, they are in search of a guy for me :(!!...........)
Mom: he is taking some health and LIC insurance on ur name., nothing else!!
chalo, leave it..how abt that amla powder??ur using it??
Me: haaan, y not.,.I am eating it everyday :D (thank god, its fine now, I was scared)
Mom: what????that's for ur hair!!u r eating it??
Me: oooh....that one!!ya ya I am applying to it in the every weekend..u know mom.., even my friends are asking for it...its too good, my hair is looking gorgeous now :P ( haha...I have thrown it somewhere...yirr ;) !!)
Mom: okay then, take care darling
Me: bbyee...


(Next day)

Dad: I have taken LIC and medical insurance on ur name!!
Me: ur wish, I don't know about them...mom told me about this last nite.
Dad: Mom is missing u badly, she wants u to come home once..
Me: ooh so sad papa..., even I too miss u both..
Mom: Madhu, get ur snaps while coming home
Me(in anger): what do u mean???y do u need it?
Mom: Papa told about LIC policy...n blah,,,
Me: shut up, he has many of my passport sized photographs wid him
Mom: no...actually we need ur nice snaps in saree... I guess quite a few are there in your lapi??
Me: No, what the hell is goin on.., why shud I get u.., U temme d exact purpose?I hope u understood.
Mom: why are you shouting like dog? If we are in need of somethings, we are supposed to show u d reasons??
Me: yeah,, Don't act smart.., U ppl have gone mad.., I don't have any pics of mine.., listen to me: Even if have some nice pics, I am right now gonna shift+del them!!
Mom: don't talk to me anymore..don't come to home..
Me: woow...I love u.., I am not desperate to come there. I will cancel my tickets tomorrow.
a couple of minutes passed,

hmm.., I realised that I bristled and shouted at her., lets call her and ask her to forgive me. :D

Me: hello Papa, hows is mom, she is angry still?
Papa: nope, she is sleeping
Me: I wanna talk to her, call her once.
Papa: don't be panic .., U come here we will discuss everything in home!!

Take a chill pill darling, cool and relax.
Me: enough, call mommmm.........
Mom: haan, had food?...blah blah...
Me: r u fine?u r still angry on me?
Mom:I am not angry any more,,in fact u were angry!! so, tomorrow go to some studio., and send us some saree snaps.. okay?

(aaah godddddddd...again!!!!)
Me: chi, go to hell!! I am stupid,, unnecessarily I called u again!look.., U knw, I don't have sarees wid me..,haan whats d use I don't even know wearing them.. cha, cha, first of all I don't have time here to dress up well myself and going after that studios., I am extremely busy!! I am sorry..I can't!!

(what a poor apology.., in spite of asking for excuse, I again erupted like volcano..I am short tempered!! I am hapless at my madcap attitude)

I am just 21. I am still a naughty kid, why don't you people fathom my babyhood. ? what is the need of getting me married with such great haste and hurry ?? I guess both of you are not having any work!!cha, till now, I thought I am blessed having both of you sweet parents!!I am feeling bad now, I never know that I will be in such melancholy situation, I am not ready for marriage yet..!!

Papa, u r my dearest friend.. you are the one who gave me all the freedom and all the life I wanted or I wished, you also know that I am a simpleton piece so you are bothered about me, naturally you are the one who ponders alot on my future, u will be miffed as well as worried, if I face anything worse ahead in my life!!I understand all this, but this is not an apt time for my marriage..!!see, I am pretty good at persuading you, I am sure that I can convince you once I come there. I will be delighted if u listen to me..!! I am coming to meet you in soon.

Oh my god, help me that

I get no angry,

I stay calm, blissful and happy,

I get strength to raise mind high above daily trifles.,

I do my best to all the things without thinking of any fruit!!

Love you Jesus!!

I prayed my lord to look at my unbridled emotions and I slept. I am sorry if I hurt anyone, and I am sorry at this weird thoughts!!

P.S: I was extremely angry on my sweet stupid as he was making fun of my parents when I briefed it to him., (of course, he is there for me :) :), who is meticulously logical..Name a problem, he will be with an answer)and thanks to Tarun, you gave me an apt name and apt solution to this post.