0.5 kg

Today, I was feeling a bit low, I guess I am sad ….. not because someone ate my chocolates, not because somebody commented me, not because I could not resolve an issue, not because I got some pimples, not because I lost some money, not because I got up early, not because I did some stupid thing; haan, BUT....because I have not reached my target :(

Yes, I have a set a new target / resolution / goal which sounds pretty simple and crazy but indeed, it's the most hardest thing for the one who is actually involved to achieve it.

Now, here comes my target – to gain a weight of 0.5 KG in 2 weeks.

Ooouch!!!Please don’t start blaming me now!!Believe me, it’s not as easy as it sounds, I have been facing this issue since few years and but I would always fail and lose confidence :(

I try a lot to put on where as many try a lot to put off, but every time I fail. Not this time, trust me, I had set this point many times. Integer 50 is my target. my weight fluctuates always in between 47-49. I reach till 49 but I could never cross or touch that integer, I am scared of it and I have started hating that value.

In the first week of Jan, I had checked my weight and it was 49.5 kgs, to my surprise, it was 49.5..felt little happy and So, I had decided to increase my weight by 0.5 kg rather than truncating it to 50.

As it was an easy thing since I had crossed 49 and I have got two weeks of time, I thought I would definitely win in this case as it's a matter of silly 0.5 kg and achieve my target for sure.

Now, two weeks were over, I went thinking I would win today and checked……waaa :( :( Contrary to this, I flunked again. Perhaps it’s all because of me. Frankly speaking, I don’t follow up a good diet regularly.

First of all, If I have to brief out my every day diet, I guess most of you feel I am very peculiar, yes I am.

I am like a camel, I eat one time in a day, it may be during breakfast/ lunch/ snacks/dinner…

Believe me just one time or maximum two times….but I eat a lot of food till my tummy screams ..Enough! No more no more!! And I don’t have after that.

Sometimes, I have a lot of junk foods say maggi, burger, pizza, pani poori, samosa, cutlet….all etc….despite having rice/chapathi. And whatever food I cook/make/prepare, I use a big amount of ghee, butter and oil :) (cholesterol full ).

Huh!! but what’s the use? all my plenty number of efforts just went in vain. But, I will not give this up and I will definitely win one fine day.

There is a known saying - Try and Try until u succeed. I hereby say, I will again try by taking two more weeks period and I will definitely win this time by reaching 50. I have got all the required ingredients ;) Before writing this post, I went to Spencers and got lots of maggi, fruits, Horlicks, eggs :) :) (that’s the spirit) and I swear that I will sincerely work hard and will triumph over this mark.