why dayz are running fast??

Here 'Feeling' is a keyword which means "Days are running fast!!".

I hope almost 95% people in the World have this feeling of running life. Everyday when we get up in the morning.., with a wish "Good morning Sunshine!!" we plan to do many things and those things linger in the thoughts through out the day. But whether successfully completing the work or not is the least important to me.

When I go back to July'08 life, I was having the feeling, because at that time, I was in my sweet home, totally involved in enjoying my holidays. When I go back to July'06 life, I was having the same feeling, because at that time, I was in my 3rd year of B.E, yeah.., I suppose I need not explain why I had that feeling as everyone is aware of the lovely life at our Engineering days. But when I go back to Jan'08, I just had the opposite feeling because at that time, my situation was horrible that I already discussed in one of the posts :P. So, the thing is, this feeling does not depend on time(as I guess everyone is blessed with 24hrs a day!!). Rather it depends on happiness!!

Because wherever we go, wherever we are..., whatever the situation is, or whatever the location is....., if we like, we enjoy, we love and we are wildly satisfied in doing the work and if it is done heart fully...definitely once if it gets over, we feel that it is no more and we believe that days are fast. and yeah.., I always have a thought "why a day has only 24 hrs?? it would be great if it had 40 hrs!!...I pity a day...its pretty poor :P :P" a line from my theory. It was aah....4 months back when I came here to Hyderabad, but I feel it as just 2 months+ 10 days according to "mYday" theory!! My theory says that "One happy day(mYday) should be blessed with 38 hrs or 38+..., and One sad day should be blessed with less than 15 hrs!! One 50-50 day is fine with 24hrs or yet to be discovered..................,". According to this theory, I really had a "WOWWWW" life in this 4 months and so I counted it to be 2+ months.

And I never know that I will change this theory or not, I have to append it simultaneously, if there are more happier days ahead in my life......!!!Eagerly waiting for those days...!!I love you life......!!

kuch tho hua hain!!

When I heard that somebody take more time to sleep after lying on the bed, I laughed at them and thought them as fools as those guys might be over worried about the next day or may be their brains are accessing the issues that are running through out the day. I had this opinion because I never faced this kind of situation and rather I will have a nap when I get short span of time.

Something is happening!!
But for last few days, things have become different. I have been spending sleepless nights and I am missing my beauty sleep. My beauty sleep is like: Going to bed at late night, in a rested and perfectly happy mood, sleeping all through the night, warm bed sheet, cool temperature, my pillows just fluffy enough and waking up when my cell alarms. Instead of this, yesterday when I was lying on my bed, I did not feel like sleeping at 12'o clock. So, I went, I took my laptop, I watched a movie which I in fact had seen it for more than 100 times. I tried hard to sleep and as again I failed, I thought I would have tried to think of some work that makes me tired and drives me to sleep. Anyways, I tried that later and I got more things to do. Then I opened my beautiful bag :) for nano Ipod, I connected it to laptop. Actually, I was unable to fetch time for synchronizing it, so finally I succeeded in doing that.

After doing all these stupid things, the time was 2.30 A.M. So, again I tried badly to sleep, that was a poor try, I failed again :P. Then I got up seriously, I mixed two colors of nail polish and applied to my fingers. Thank god, nobody noticed it, it was looking weird. I was hungry, ate horlicks. I have gone mad, that time balance in my mobile was Rs. 0.08, otherwise I would have disturbed some innocent fellows. Still I had an option to disturb my boyfriend as I had reliance. I am grateful to Reliance. I already disturbed him many times and I allowed him to sleep as he was extremely exhausted. But this time the devil rose and the level of madness was burst and it compelled me to disturb my love. So, I called him. He is the sweetest hunk, as he understood my problem, he talked to me for sometime and finally he made me to sleep. I guess I slept at around 4.00 A.M.

The reason behind my unusual insomniac nights is "SOMETHING". That something could be both sadness and happiness. Sadness is because of leaving STC (STC sickness :P) and happiness is because of going to Bangalore. I think I would have done something good in past because whenever I wish a thing, that will happen somehow. Thing is if I really want something, I will get it. :) :P. I madly wished to go to Bangalore, I got posting over there and I will be going there in couple of days. I am fortunate enough to turn up the things into my favor, will and wish. ATTITUDE RELOADED!!!!

My sweeet dream...!!!

Friday morning...I got up at 8.00 A.M as usual....I had to be in class by 9.00 A.M. I got ready,, I locked my room....and While on the way to Lab, I was shocked by seeing all different(VIBGYOR) colors of roses. At that moment, I felt like...Am I in STC ?? or somewhere in Kerala's RoseGarden!! :) :) . I thought that I felt so because I could not come out of my beauty sleep and yeah, I just left .

When I came to Lab, I was again surprised by a Bed welcoming me instead of Computers and Chairs!! and U know, there was a BIG GIFT Box on which "Maddy...This is for you" was written on it. I screamed aloud and I ran, I jumped on that bed which consisted of many teddy bears (of PINK color) and I arranged all those teddies beside me....and then I started...., opening the gift box. Just before doing that, I found some card (ha ha) on which some steps were mentioned to be followed :) :).....those were

1. Have a smile on your face.
2. Close your Eyes and then start opening it......




So, I did so whatever steps they wanted me to do.....I ripped that packet and when I opened that box.., i realised that someone was hitting me...It was Pressi..(my roommate).She was shouting "Maddy get up..We are late again...Its 8.30!!"...I was like ..same stupid old bed...with no teddies :( :( Oh it was a dream...and I uttered "uff..yaar Pressi, you would have allowed me to sleep for 1 more min!! I missed my gift". Then I rushed..I hurried like hell and finally I had my breakfast also :) thanks to Tarun who signed for me...otherwise I had to guss my breakfast and die with empty stomach.

After going to class, I generally do not have any work so I started thinking about my dream.. I hope I got that dream because of my passion towards pink articles, lovely pics in my mailbox...and I am eagerly waiting for a gift which will be sending by Cherry :) :). This is What I concluded at the end. By the way, the dream was really pleasant and lovely.

“Dream what you wanna dream, Go where you wanna go, Be what you wanna be, because You have only one life...and one chance to do all the things you wanna do!!!!”

Thank God, it waz all over!! ----1 (JAN)

Yesterday, When I was going through all my older mails... I saw one mail "Mydiary.doc". which was sent by "saimadhuri@non.agilent.com(myself)"!! from then..I started remembering that pathetic solitary life for five and half months....

On Jan 6th'2008...cherry's b'day!! I was in a beautiful place "CITY GURGAON". Gurgaon is one of Delhi’s four major satellite cities. It is termed as the Seattle of India. It is also called the mall of India due to the sprawling shopping malls that have mushroomed to live up to the deeper pockets of the residents of Gurgaon and nearby Delhi state. Then coming to the quality of life..it remains of high standards due to maintenance and an ample supply of water,electricity n blah...!! These were the things we get from Google!! but i never expected the other side as "DANGEROUS CITY, CORRUPTED CITY " what I exactly mean is it is the home of all evils and threats". and one more irritating thing with the city is "Poor transportation rather I call it worst".

There it started, I and my dad took a cab and had a jaunt over the whole city.I screamed by seeing many skyscrapers, shopping malls and planned what to do with my stipend!! :) :) and after that we had dinner. That night., I was unable to sleep, might be tensed because of next day's orientation or worried about my dad as he was leaving me alone there. I know that "Life is about feeling happy with what WE HAVE" but at that moment I left with NOTHING.. I was left all "ALONE".




ALONE: I don't know about some people who love to be alone. But according to me..its a complex task. I strongly feel it as hard thing,hard life, hard thought, hard moment. everything remains hard when you are alone!!and if you are alone, your mind is not alone. Generally after 7 semesters of my college life...staying alone was really hard. Sometimes our heart must be hard to face this sort of things :P. Life of mine became tasteless, monotonous, boring. I used to feel a second as a minute, a minute as a hour,an hour as a day!!


After few days, I decided to spend all my weekends in Pilani.So one day, i jotted all holidays, weekends and I called cherry and told him all my trips to Pilani. But then, I worried more about week days!!Still I could not do anything. When I was unable to find solution or when I have nothing to do.., I cry like hell. So, I cried, criedd, crieddd.....No one was there to console me. Like this, I had to spend 5 months!!Poor kid :( :( .

This was just about JAN. and here, I did not describe "Blue Board Story"{ I can't forget that sweet journey to BITS on 25th Jan}. And I assure that I will post about this as early as possible.