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To love is to wait...

2011-10-19T01:07:00.005+05:30

Who the hell on the earth said that love is a pleasure?

I have come across various nasty scenarios not exactly scenarios, but the way people tend to neglect their love when it is in need of serious attention scorched me .

Here are few real life problems of my friends/colleagues/ I don’t wanna mention their names :(

First:

There is a cute couple. They are blessed being together, they are in relationship for the past seven years. To describe them in short, the girl is elder than the guy but I hardly know about her. I just heard from the guy about his girl…that she is matured and brainy unlike me. And the guy is dynamic, gutsy, and full of attitude and of course handsome. I can definitely say that its an euphoria for any girl to have him as her dream man. Ok.Whatever …putting all these adjectives aside, I will come to their main problem. The girl is old enough to be married and she is already pressurized by her parents ..it’s quite common that parents will compel their daughters to get married as early as possible and moreover she has one younger sister too. Whereas the guy has just started his career as a writer/philosopher, so he would need an ample amount of time to get prominent. So they are in need of time and patience and more trust /

Second:

Ahh, it’s nothing special for the readers but for me.

The couple is of same age. They are best friends for some period and they committed to get marry on one fine day and they are in relationship from past 5 years probably. The love story is routine but the characters are not! The girl is a non sense, stupid, crazy, adamant yet very very sweet. She is a specimen and she must be kept in museum :P Where as the guy is simple, fun loving and hard working. The way the guy loves the girl here is extremely beautiful and highly impeccable. He is an awesome creature who never restricts her/ and expects her to be the same as she is ; They both have a good understanding and trust ..I think this is what utterly matters in the love life however great/crap their characters are! And in this country, every love has a problem and it’s the same problem as above with few more psentiments. the guy needs 2-3 more years to settle get job as he is pursuing his degree and girl’s parents have already started planning about her marriage. The girl is in a dreadful situation where she cannot ask the guy to sacrifice his wishes for her and also she cannot trouble her parents by going against em and so she is trying hard to balance em both.

see..here also, however precious their love is or however greatly they love each other, four years of love cannot stand on its own, it still needs some help…yes, it again depends on time and patience.

Third:

Their happened a love in between a careless guy and homely girl. They both are pursuing their degrees and so they are waiting to get a job first and then to marry in next two years.

Bottomline / Moral:

TO LOVE IS TO WAIT! :(

Just one more step

2011-09-29T00:18:00.001+05:30

One step in our lives matter a lot. Very often, we might lose a precious one for not letting just one more effort. We will surrender at the last minute due to lack of patience/confidence/will power, but we will not be in a position to imagine the amount of bliss we get when we win and we will never be ready to give a last try. The thing is we will assume that everything is impossible in this world; actually everything is impossible until it gets done.

Everybody knows that 99⁰c water is hot, Very hot. We also know that at 100⁰c, water begins to boil and becomes steam. And steam is very powerful enough to move a train load of people. Think about it. Just one degree more – hot water becomes steam which is powerful to move a train. While we may not always realize it, our lives are like that too. One degree means a lot. That little extra effort can mean the difference being a winner and an also - ran.

Too often we give up when the goal might have been just one step away. We finish second, when just one degree more of effort could have meant a world of difference. Unfortunately we don’t have the benefit of a thermometer that can tell us to keep going just for one degree more.

Whatever it is u set out to do, whatever goal u seek to achieve, push yourself to do just a little bit more. Just one degree more as said.

See out the difference, it can be magical.

P.S: It’s a random page from my personal diary.

Sorry Mom!

2011-06-14T15:44:00.003+05:30

Hmm… I was reading about few blogs and something hit my mind…I forgot about my blog, I opened it quickly and checked out the date of my last post…oops it was 4 months back! my bad….I never noticed my baby my sweetu blog is missing my posts. It’s not that I don’t care it; the thing is now days I was busy in my life of course the same monotonous life. ~ Getting up in the morning, taking bath, cooking food and running to office and coming back home, checking mails, fbing and soon….where can I get time to blog?huh? But sorry to start a post with Sorry note :( Since my ego ceased me to say sorry to my mom, I am jotting here. This is dedicated to her….

Since Friday evening, I have been suffering from cold and mild fever. After dinner, I was very hungry (over enthusiasm to put on weight ;)), so I thought of cooking small dish. As far as my culinary skills are concerned, I am really good at making junk food like fried ghee maggi, onion pakodas. I have gathered all the required ingredients and chopped enough onions and started making them. Suddenly the stove went off. ! : Grr…the gas got over. Then started the flashback, few years ago, my mom was making snacks for me and my sis on one Sunday, I was sitting in front of TV, holding a cup of horlicks (yes I eat horlicks ;) ) in one hand and a plate of pakodas in the other hand, I used to mock my mom asking her to add little salt, to make lil more crispy, to put more tomato sauce and many more…..yes I have to pay for it now! Sorry mummy :( now I donno what to do, I just ate that few half fried pakodas and 1 scoop of chocolate ice cream and slept with hunger that night.

Next day morning, omg! I was feeling very dizzy, not having energy at all for brushing also. I asked my friends to get some food and unfortunately they went and came with empty hands. Again I am sorry to mom! yes, I was bad on that day also. The day my mom was not feeling well, I did not help her in doing anything. Not only these, there was an ample sadistic attitude of mine, for which I am regretting now. I know that we should not make our loved ones hurt, but I always hurt them sometimes deliberately, sometimes without my knowledge. And I also know that my small kiss can make them forget & smile :) :) Love u mom!

Cheers!

0.5 kg

2011-01-27T23:49:00.001+05:30

Today, I was feeling a bit low, I guess I am sad ….. not because someone ate my chocolates, not because somebody commented me, not because I could not resolve an issue, not because I got some pimples, not because I lost some money, not because I got up early, not because I did some stupid thing; haan, BUT....because I have not reached my target :(

Yes, I have a set a new target / resolution / goal which sounds pretty simple and crazy but indeed, it's the most hardest thing for the one who is actually involved to achieve it.

Now, here comes my target – to gain a weight of 0.5 KG in 2 weeks.

Ooouch!!!Please don’t start blaming me now!!Believe me, it’s not as easy as it sounds, I have been facing this issue since few years and but I would always fail and lose confidence :(

I try a lot to put on where as many try a lot to put off, but every time I fail. Not this time, trust me, I had set this point many times. Integer 50 is my target. my weight fluctuates always in between 47-49. I reach till 49 but I could never cross or touch that integer, I am scared of it and I have started hating that value.

In the first week of Jan, I had checked my weight and it was 49.5 kgs, to my surprise, it was 49.5..felt little happy and So, I had decided to increase my weight by 0.5 kg rather than truncating it to 50.

As it was an easy thing since I had crossed 49 and I have got two weeks of time, I thought I would definitely win in this case as it's a matter of silly 0.5 kg and achieve my target for sure.

Now, two weeks were over, I went thinking I would win today and checked……waaa :( :( Contrary to this, I flunked again. Perhaps it’s all because of me. Frankly speaking, I don’t follow up a good diet regularly.

First of all, If I have to brief out my every day diet, I guess most of you feel I am very peculiar, yes I am.

I am like a camel, I eat one time in a day, it may be during breakfast/ lunch/ snacks/dinner…

Believe me just one time or maximum two times….but I eat a lot of food till my tummy screams ..Enough! No more no more!! And I don’t have after that.

Sometimes, I have a lot of junk foods say maggi, burger, pizza, pani poori, samosa, cutlet….all etc….despite having rice/chapathi. And whatever food I cook/make/prepare, I use a big amount of ghee, butter and oil :) (cholesterol full ).

Huh!! but what’s the use? all my plenty number of efforts just went in vain. But, I will not give this up and I will definitely win one fine day.

There is a known saying - Try and Try until u succeed. I hereby say, I will again try by taking two more weeks period and I will definitely win this time by reaching 50. I have got all the required ingredients ;) Before writing this post, I went to Spencers and got lots of maggi, fruits, Horlicks, eggs :) :) (that’s the spirit) and I swear that I will sincerely work hard and will triumph over this mark.

Tring,tring!!

2011-01-22T20:05:00.002+05:30

rooba rooba roo... (my mobile's ringtone...it's ringing)

me: Hello!

X: Maam, Is this Madhuri?

me: Yes

X: This is vignesh, you got a parcel, Could u please come to reception?

me: Sure

X: mam, security guys stopping to enter inside, they are facing problems with the pack, some beep sound is coming, could u please come now/?

me: yep..hold on!

At that moment, many set of feelings doodled in my brain like anxiety / cheerfulness /sorrow /tension / fear and soon..

Frankly speaking, I was not much excited because I already know it, but I was very much pleased to hear about the present since it was the most awaited one after a long time. And you know how glad it would be to welcome a day with a gift and that too with chocolates, I guess, chocolates are the best gift in this world, I believe them as the symbol of love, care and affection.

Of course, I was sad, completely worried… why because, I was very sure that if at all my colleagues notice that pack, that’s it..; I would end up in accumulating the wrappers rather than the original pack. I had many bitter experiences when I was in my training, One monkey used to grab all my choclates… (;)) and Tarun used to strive hard to get back for me somehow J . And yeah, Fear…I was little afraid not because of beep sound coming, but because I was pretty sure that all the chocolates would get melted. What a moment it was…!!

I reached Reception, it was occupied by many people, as I cannot recognize that guy, I gave a call to him and yeah there he was, he waived his hand and handed me that parcel, but the person near security was so much scared thinking it was some atom bomb :D . He wanted me to open it in front of him to make sure that everything must be alright. I told him that he need not worry as I don't have any such friends who will take revenge on me. But he denied and said, of, course we should not suspect friends but republic day is near, .so we cannot trust anybody...then immediately my reaction was – what the hell? It’s chennai,..anyways, hehe I convinced him saying I don’t have any such friends who try to kill me at least in such a rich style. I opened it….smile smile smile………..!! everybody was smiling J kisses chocolates (that silver wrapper must was responsible for that beep sound), lite… I was busy in eating them :) :) lol………………….btw, million thanks to the special sender :) ;)

A filmy style marriage!!

2010-12-20T21:40:00.004+05:30

Recently I have visited a remote place near Srikakulam; the place is pretty awesome, serene and green fields all around. The purpose of my visit was my best friend’s wedding. I frankly cannot describe the beauty of the wedding in my words, and I bet nobody can. It was such a beautiful, charismatic, awesome and grand festival more than a marriage. Perhaps that is the reason, elders used to say that Marriage is the festival that comes only once in everybody’s life.

Believe me all, the wedding happened in a typical, tribal, traditional and village style….approximately 5000 people attended the show, a bunch of 20-25 ladies dressed up and decorated the bride, a big tent (not in a function hall) with coconut leaves was arranged in front of the bridegroom’s house and the wedding went for 2-3 hrs, the gorgeous couple surrounded by all the friends, collegues, amazing orchestra troop, and it’s not yet over, it was just the start. After the marriage, the couple was asked to sit in a Palanquin (Telugu lo Pallaki I guess), some of their relatives carried the palanquin and wandered over the whole village. During that short voyage, all the villagers danced for item songs, oriya songs, fired many crackers (just like the one I used to see during oasis inaug), and played so many tribal games like (karra saamu) and it lasted over the wholeeee night. And once it was done, some more mini games like ring game, and some other game (actually I slept by that time, I cannot describe it in detail). They were given 45 mins of time to sleep and in the morning, they went to all the houses, prayed to God and relatives, took blessings aashirvad and gave them clothes. Moreover, I was extremely elated excited and as usual made so much noise, busy in clicking the poses, shooting the video along with the camera man :P

The thing to be noted here is, I have found humanity in their love because not only they have celebrated their love, but also they have extended that love to the whole village (all the villagers who are suffering badly because of the floods occurred recently, have actively participated, danced, and celebrated despite their problems).

Kudos to the couple!! I have seen such things till now only in reel (I mean movies), but I have noted that such love and such elements are still existing in this real polluted world. And I also strongly feel that most of our marriages are not going to be like this. This post is just negligible to mention the worth of the wedding, U guys must watch it.Such was the wedding. I felt it is exactly similar to the marriage shown in an old movie (Roja).

Random clicks..!!

2010-11-19T18:47:00.003+05:30

Don’t get surprised to see all these creative pics.

....Yeah, you are true! :) These are not clicked by me.

One of my rich friends bought an amazing camera Canon T1I recently. I am blissed to receive these photos ... when it comes to chocolates, random pictures like this; ..my resistance is futile J that's why I just want to share/publish on his behalf here.

Actually, I have never seen such fantastic snaps with so much clarity and it's pretty clear that the Canon T1i's image quality is so impressive and amazing, delivering more detail than most of the 12-megapixel cameras on the market.

I hope everyone enjoy this.

Cheers!!

Good News :P

2010-10-13T17:29:00.006+05:30

I m so much elated after a long time!why because, it happened!every time I start worrying if not it happens, but this time finally it happened!I don't have words to express my gladness. At this moment, so many phrases scribbling my mind like "woww...!is it true? omg! I m so lucky, even though I did not work for it, it happened!thank you god..."guess what? my face has got rid of 2 pimples :) :) yippee!!!

and yeah finally i watched anjaana anjaani on last sunday :) thanks to Shobha, she booked it for me in Satyam cinemas! and coming to the movie, I don't know why the movie has got such a bad rating or I really wonder why it has got so much negative talk, some told me it's pretty monotonous, have to bear full movie seeing only Ranbir and Priyanka face! it's hilarious to listen such comments.. definitely this thing is expected in a love story, the movie has got a tag line "strangest love story" and name is anjaana anjaani..so obviously the story must lies in between that 2 characters and moreover in a love story it will be comic, if the story focuses or gives importance to other people..the director has not deviated audience anywhere, he justified the title :) that's what i suppose!!forget about the story, i frankly agree that sometimes I am not sure how to decide a movie whether its good or bad., I was desperate to go and watch the movie only for Ranbir!!seeing ranbir'saction/comedy/dance/romance everything is seriously a feast to my kind of gals!i mean fans!and the reviews/gossips about the movie could have caused me to put low expectations, which turned me to like the movie, anyways the ultimate thing is I liked it :) and I feel it's worth watching !

for a change!

2010-10-03T18:16:00.002+05:30

What a day it was!For a change, imagine yourself cleaning an entire large flat all alone with no one's help!!haha, sounds very difficult right? I never know how to clean my room or frankly I never touched a broom stick in my life till today. Our maid was not coming to clean our flat since last 5 days and now it was literally dirty and if you stay without cleaning it for one more day, I bet you that u will go ill. Usually, my maid takes 2 days off in a week but this time complete 5 days, and moreover, she is asking for hike.. since today is a holiday, we just thought we will clean everything. And out of 4 of us, 3 gals had decided to clean the utensils + Kitchen (indeed it was a tough task) and I was left to clean the whole house. I thought it was a quite easy one and got broom stick :) My flat is really a big one with one lobby+2 wide bedrooms+1 store room+1 hall+1 kitchen. I had swept out all the rooms and I got surf water to clean the floor :) omg! I successfully ended up in cleaning all the rooms in just 1.5hrs while the other gals were still washing the utensils! Yippie….If I tell this to mom, she will faint in surprise :P I am so happy, for a change, started doing good things!

My Mistakes!

2010-07-24T11:36:00.001+05:30

I have been pondering since so many years about a peculiar side that exists in me. It is nothing but I do mistakes but I generally I don't think it as a mistake. Our elders used to say that by doing many mistakes, u may discover a solution, a thing or a probably a miracle. I am struggling why it is not happening with me! I am still confused what an attitude I have? I spent my life in doing mistakes rather correcting them, when I try to correct them…err!!my soul says..common!it won’t happen..we shouldn't brood over past mistakes!! (only this)..it won’t say “don’t repeat them in future”..if it happens again…Err!I don’t have answer to this…and it will be a new mistake again :)

And yeah, all the mistakes I make/made/will make (:) :( ) were/are/will be stupid!!

One day I was travelling alone in a bus to Pilani from Gurgaon at night…I know that a girl should not dare to take risk, even though I did not stop… I always prepare for the best :) instead of preparing for the worst J!!Bus got broke down at a remote area, it was 8.15 PM and it was raining :) I went by a sharing auto to some place and caught a bus then. Thank God, nothing worst happened!

Is it a mistake?or an accident? Am I wrong as I did not prepare for the worst?

One day I was going to Mumbai Central mall, I left my bag where my wallet+ipod+my mobile phones+ATM cards+my collections near security thinking that no body steal anything from security… :) unfortunately, I lost my wallet and when I gave a complaint, there were no cameras to find out the thief :) Enjoy!!

Not once, many times I booked movie/train/bus tickets on a wrong date :)

I go on recharging a wrong mobile number (I usually forget my number). I go out in the nights to have Pani Puri/ice creams/pulpy orange :)

One day, my roommate’s friend came to spend her weekend with us. She put her mobile in Jeans back pocket and while sleeping, she hanged that pant over a window..the time was 1.30 PM..the mobile went and got dropped on the top of another window in second floor where we stay at 3^rd floor. Since its beyond our hands, we got a stick (not to pick it :)) to pull it down to the ground floor! And my roommate was ready with a long stick to pull.. NOTE: The mobile would go and drop in the parking area at ground floor after pulling..so, we got a big bed sheet, went down to ground floor, jumped to parking side, opened that bed sheet and said “Get Set Go Start..Pull” she moved it… :) unfortunately, we could not see the mobile any more, it went and fell on some other side, broken into several pieces!!I am the big culprit here.. I only gave all these ideas!

I happily sleep while traveling no matter on what mode (bus/train/flight/auto/bike) I am traveling I just sleep..some times, it will end up in reaching a wrong destination

One more about my mobile here :)

http://coolhoneyhere.blogspot.com/2008/12/tragedy-of-my-mobile.html

lost my id card :)

http://coolhoneyhere.blogspot.com/2008/12/height-of-stupidity.html

Recently I lost my wallet again, my chappals and the list goes on...

I open all the ways to lose my things! I guess I am very careless/stupid… I don’t know :(

Some many of my friends tried to change me, tried to make me understand, worried for me, lectured me,..All these things happened not once but many times, I learnt so much and I m enlightened enough to be careful!! I don't know where I am going wrong? Is it my fate? (big dialogue) but I cannot stop the things that are gonna happening!!

The purpose of this post is not to meant I am wrong, I do wrong, it is just a sharing of my strange character :)

In spite of all this, I just enjoy my life!!I rock always :)

cheers!

Citybus ~ small journey

2010-06-30T18:16:00.010+05:30

Believe me, it will be hilarious to all those who are gonna read it, but it was pathetic time I had one day...

I never waited for a city bus for more than 20-25 mins in my life. but, on Friday I had to go home by bus which would start at CMBT, pretty far from office. ..if at all I have to take an auto/cab I am damn sure that they will charge me up to 1500 bucks :P which costs my to & fro journey tickets. no other option, I chose to go by local bus..So, I waited and finally glad to see it..and entered into the bus after taking enough breath.I was totally annoyed by seeing the huge/large/immense crowd of people there.. Thank god, I took ample breath while entering which make me alive for at least a couple of mins. I wondered I at least did not have enough place to stand/sit/move or take breath. I never expected this in 570 bus because I heard that the frequency of bus is very rare, it takes 2 hrs to reach CMBT from metikuppam and there won't be much rush, moreover it's AC Volvo Chennai/not B'lore.

One guy asked me to move..oh bloody hell!where, where should I move?I just told him to stand/sit on my head, but i was lucky this time I did not have luggage, usually I carry at least one bag to home every time I go/come from. My legs were paining, my head was spinning and the bus is like fish market.with one lakh and twenty thousand people..few were hanging, few were fighting, few were chitchatting, few were sitting on my head..but people people people..full of people everywhere,every corner..I was vexed of standing there, i was looking sadly at one guy, but no dice, he told me that he wouldn't get down early..So, i decided to listen some cool and melodious songs
--dil kyun yeh mera...la la la... Err!!i did not feel like listening, so forwarded it.
--behne de mujhe behne de...oops!again forwarded..
--uppenantha ee prema ki....again!forwareded...

I did not know...i did not feel like listening to them, may be the song frequency was not matched with the bus..now next song was zoobi doobi...remix!yippie..seemed good and matching frequency..bus was noisy, remix songs were jazzy and i was drowsy. mean while i noticed one guy about to step down, waah!i grabbed that seat and finally i got a place to relax and lay down..as my primary motto after stepping into bus was to catch a seat..I was elated as it got fulfilled some how..

so such was the journey..just 1 hr and 15mins...thoda irritating thoda disturbing..hahaha!!

Go green Pune :)

2010-06-12T16:40:00.000+05:30

Yesterday, when I was on my way to home from office, a stranger stopped me all of a sudden. Actually I was carrying a plastic bag contained vegetables/eatables, he explained me that there started a policy at Pune recently.The policy is something like, if a person using plastic bags are caught by the Cops, then they have to pay Rs.500-Rs.1000/- bucks as penalty it seems. He asked me to hide that plastic bag with my shawl or to put it inside my hand bag. I was not surprised as I heard my roommate saying me this. I just wipe off all this things thinking all these are not been followed and nobody is been observed/caught unless I am caught once. After all,we have only one life, so I never care about all these rules.

Once, I have also noticed at Reliance fresh near my office, there is board showing "Carry your own bags and double your points in card". This create awareness among people not to use them, as they create hazards to life and banning it not only saves the environment, but alsoit brightens nature. Anyways, I am happy to see this kind of activities at Pune, as they inspire everyone not to carry plastic bags. But sometimes I am bad, I cannot desist myself when I am lack of my hand bag or my own bag!!

gift from Google

2010-05-22T17:30:00.001+05:30

Being in a Support Project, today I had to come to office (of course on every saturdays). As I am wetty, I am just seeking all the possible ways to kill the time…in eating some guys brain, wandering here and there, checking the scraps in orkut, and when I got vexed of all this..I just decided to download some games and start play…

So I opened Internet Explorer..and as soon as I saw the homepage (I feel everybody’s homepage is GOOGLE), I am spellbound.

Here, Google gifted me this.. :P! It has customized the home page with a playable PAC-MAN logo to celebrate 30 years of the legendary game.

I know most of you love it, I do..Pacman is my favourite game.Thanks Google…

Guys who don't have it and still wanna play it, hurry up!it won't last anymore :)

Kudos Google geeks, you rock!!

Cheers

Thoughts of the day

2010-05-22T16:38:00.004+05:30

Our lives should never be measured by the richness of our success, but by the wealth of our hearts!!
Everyone we have ever loved, becomes a part of who we are now. Time never takes the precious things away!!
Taste from life's simplest joys, for they bring sweet pleasures to the heart!!
Today and in all your days to come, believe in your heart that everything is going to be all right!
Be positive, dream big, concentrate on what makes you happy and build yourself up!!

that's enough for now :) :)
Cheers

:(

2010-05-21T19:00:00.004+05:30

Not every bad mood has a reason, not every bad reason makes a bad day!
A day with few expressed words like
Good Morning!!
Wats up??
Take Care.. but with many unuttered words compelling my mind into pensive mood;
I know I can feel bad when I get in a bad mood. Or...
Because it may not be a bad time, I may have to feel happy?
I don't know :( I am not very sure! I am mad!
In reality, there are good and bad times, our mood changes more often than our fortune
Certainly, it was an (un)easy day!

Friend..

2010-05-15T17:20:00.007+05:30

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend ..

Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it
Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop
someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in the world.

Someone who fights for you
to stop your tears
Someone who promises you
that everything goes well
Someone who gifts you
a sweeter and beautiful life

Someone who directs you
the right way to solve the problems
Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it...

Weekend masti..weekend thrills!!

2010-04-27T18:44:00.005+05:30

It's really a long time I was rolled out of laughter this weekend. We had a sound and exciting plan in order to treat my roommate’s friend who is coming from Hyd to Pune.

On Saturday Afternoon, we first went to Mc Donald’s; as usual had a yummy combo food there and moved to MG road for shopping! Now this MG road has got a hell number of shops which tempt all the gals to buy more n more things. We roamed over only a few shops and done with our shopping as we did not have much time. Next, we started to a place called CHOWKI DHAANI (an ethical Rajasthani village) which is 15kms far away from our home. We are total five in number, as we dint book any cab before, we had to go by an auto-rickshaw to save our time. We reached at around 6'0 clock in the evening!

It is located in a remote place called wagoly, and we need to go very inside of that place. Then we started worrying about going back from there. As soon as we entered, guards welcomed us with funny sayings Ram Ram Sa..Ram ram Ji..

As the name meant, Chokhi Dhani –" a small beautiful hamlet" , has maintained its rich art, traditional look and culture image with its host of Folk Dances- Ghoomer, Kalbelia,Bhopa Bhopi,Chaupal, etc….Village Artisans too show case their skills with the depiction of Kumbhar, Lohar,etc… There are many things to enjoy, so we planned to complete covering all parts in exactly four hours and we had to leave by 10 P.M sharp.

We had a great fun there; we went to camel riding, horse riding, horoscope, magic show. We had jeera juice, tasty snacks, and colored tattoos. We played many games, swung on cradles and had mehandi. The interesting part is Rajasthani typical dances. Their dances are completely traditional and

It will not be worthy and complete if I miss describing about the delicious food.

Generally, Rajasthani curries seem brilliant red but they are not as spicy as they look. The people use pure ghee to make the most Rajasthani cuisine as the medium of cooking. A favorite sweet dish called lapsi is prepared with broken wheat sauted in ghee and sweetened.

for them perhaps the best-known Rajasthani food is the combination of dal, batti and churma but for the adventurous travelers like us, willing to experiment, there is a lot of variety available.Be it dal batti and churma or missi roti , one always ends up licking his/her fingers. Besides, each region is distinguished by its unique popular sweet - Mawa Kachori, Alwar ka Mawa, Malpuas, Rasogullas, Ghevar to name a few.

For foodies like me, I am always fond of eating food cooked in ghee, cheese, butter and milk and they are famous for its mouth-watering aroma. But the people who serve food there makes our tummies scream No more!! But they won't stop!!

We were too exhausted to go back, we were pretty scared as the time was 10.30, we have to go till Station and we could not find any auto rickshaws outside. We ran to reception and pleaded them to arrange a cab. Finally we got a six seater auto-rickshaw which drops us till main road. But fortunately we requested that uncle to drop till Aerwada from where we can easily get transport to Station. The uncle is pretty sweet as he could chase a bus for us which goes to our home directly :) :)

That's not the end!

I will certainly come up with another post to jot down the Sunday’s feats!!

Cheers

Nothing has changed!

2010-04-24T07:15:00.000+05:30

I have found something today after going through my mailbox.
I just had a halt here and I thought that it's pretty true..
it goes on..

Did you find any thing change in your life. I had found nothing change. 20 years back also we running behind some thing which we need n still we are doing the same. Don't you trust.

Life is Still Beautiful

20 years back - School bag. Today - Office bag.

20 years back - Lekhak Note book. Today - HP Note book.

20 years back - Hero Ranger. Today - Hero Honda.

20 years back - Half pants. Today - Full pants.

20 years back - Playing with plastic car running on battery and remote. Today - Playing with metal car running on petrol and gear.

20 years back - Scared of Teachers and exams. Today - Scared of Bosses and targets.

20 years back - Wanting to be class topper. Today - Wanting to be 'Employee of the month'.

20 years back - Quarterly exams. Today - Quarterly results.

20 years back - Annual School Magazine. Today - Company Annual Report.

20 years back - Annual exams. Today - Annual appraisals.

20 years back - Pocket money. Today - Salary.

20 years back - Waiting for Diwali crackers. Today - Waiting for Diwali bonus.

20 years back - Running after grades and prize cups. Today - Running after incentives and promotions.

20 years back - Craving for the latest toy in the market. Today - Craving for the latest gadget in the market.

20 years back - Eager to watch the latest cartoon show. Today - Eager to watch the latest blockbuster.

20 years back - Crush on class mate. Today - Crush on colleague.

So essentially nothing has changed!!

Even though I had never worried for anything, I feel so many of us do not have changed!!

Cheers!!

A New girl in the City

2010-01-28T19:01:00.006+05:30

Till now, in my 22 years of life, I have been to many villages, towns, cities and even metropolitans!!
now its again the time for me to roam over one more - Its CHENNAI.

Since my childhood whenever I heard the word Chennai, the words that come into my mind are: Illeds, Idli-Dosa, Dirty roads, Merina beach and Arrogant people.

But when I came here, it was totally amazing, the city is just awesome..the climate is moderate, drizzling sometimes..
I have not been to many places, but I could say that roads are good, please forget about traffic.

Frankly speaking, I am supposed to stay here for a couple of weeks and learn the project thoroughly.Despite, on the very first day, stayed for few hours and ran to Tirupati :) , from there to home!!

Illeds is the word which we used to call Tamil people at BITS (referred Bitsian Slang) why because they often use a word "Ille (=NO)".

The food over here is not so tasty/yummy, but I say it's interesting and good for health :P Hope I gain weight during this short tenure.

Merina Beach: I remember that I fell down on the sand dune at merina beach when I was in my 2nd standard. (great memory power), Will go there this weekend.

And yeah about people:
yes they're arrogant of their relations.
yes they're crazy in aiding others.
yes they're stubborn at completing their tasks.

Especially I would like to thank few persons
1.Cab uncle/driver
Thanks uncle for bearing me for an hour or two.
We had a long conversation where I spoke to him in Telugu/hindi/English, but he knows/understands/speaks only Tamil :) :)
just imagine how funny it will be.huh?

2.Swetha-cognizant
hey thanks da, I neither know her nor she knows me, I met her in Koyambed, she is worried thinking how would I reach my guest house :) :)

And I have jotted down to visit many places like Central (am a shopaholic), Mc.Donalds, Seashore, famous Temples etc..defintely I will visit them inspite of any encounters.

I hope I will enjoy my trip here.

Cheers!!

Yo! again...

2010-01-16T10:01:00.005+05:30

I feel very elated to post in my blog again. It’s been a pretty long gap.
Firstly, Happy New Year!! Yo..

Many things happened so far.
But due to lack of time, I could pen down only a few highlights.

Jan 1st- No party no masti !! (coz of eclipse :P)
Jan 2nd & 3rd - Went to office (now-a-days seems I am very much busy!!)
Jan 6th- Got a new dress!! (One of my special days)
Jan 9th – My roommate left me :( (she went home for pongal hols..lucky gal)
Jan 10th- Started cooking alone!!
Jan 11th – Went to McDonald's’ for buying Kites :) :)
Jan 16th- Got to blog again!!Yo…

Cheers

Will be back wid a bangg!!

2009-08-23T19:55:00.001+05:30

Hey all,

I am feeling very bad to put a halt to my posts for pretty long time. I have taken a big rest from my professional life, So..I will be back in a couple of days to entertain you all.. :) :)

I will start to jot down here the reasons that kept me away from blogging and all other things that are happened so far..

keep looking for updates...and yeah, keep missing mee!!!

New look, New room!!

2009-03-17T15:07:00.001+05:30

The makeover is done!! Now, the room is serene and peaceful.

It was so enlivening to rearrange very dinky things to have a new look in our room.

Just a simple change of bedding arrangement can really give the room a new look. And once you are able to change the traffic flow of the room you will give it an even different feel.

Before it used to be so austere, dark and depressing by having beds tucked into the corner, all the bags, chappals, plastic covers, books in a clutter 8o| !! And now it’s omg!! so heavenly relaxing that it’s become our favorite room.

Actually, now-a-days, I am lacking ample time to format my room and my busy schedule has been postponing this work from a couple of days. But yesterday, an absolute boredom freaked me out to do something different in order to create an alluring gaze that endure us not to go away from the room.

So, I started first with the luggage bags., there were placed in a clumsy manner blocking the way to ramble in the room. I put aside the essential ones and rest I transferred them to another room to get rid of the mess . And thus, the whole room just seemed bigger to me.

There was even enough room now to pull my little bookcase and finally unpacked my books! Later, I altered the position of dressing table to the opposite side of the bed. I placed all the other accessories there it self so that we can sit and dress up there comfortably. Now that’s pretty good. After that, I kept our lapis in the same old place where we used to place. That’s it., It ended up turning out perfect!

When I had everything finished up, I sat down on my bed and took a deep sigh and said, “I love it so much!” Now this little trailer feels more like home to me. Having my books there, the walls so cheerful, the old hauntings of the room have been wiped off and a new life has been brought to this room.

I love it…I love the look…It’s so pleasant.

Much, much better!!!

Cheers!!

P.S: I really thank Sridevi (my roommate) for involving in this activity without whom I would have flunked or postponed it.

Sorry to Deependra for annoying him at late night from his sweet sleep and asking him to comment on the remodel. ofcoz, he would have blamed me badly.

Bagga, I am grateful to you as I got the idea of this making over after seeing yours. .

And haan, I don’t have the snaps to give a feel or to show to you all the new one If you are curious, come and have a visit. you are always welcome!!

~~~*~

2009-03-04T16:08:00.002+05:30

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~~~~~~*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*~~*~*~*~*~

haan..!!

I'm acutely, badly, curiously, dreadfully, extremely, frantically, greatly and madlyyy............

.....yes., I'm waiting!!

cheers!!

Jamoon scam!!

2009-02-27T17:07:00.003+05:30

During the lunch hours at my office, we all used to gather at cafeteria and have a gab for few minutes. After a dreary menu, today we are glad to know that gulab jamoons are been serving and so we are in great haste to have our lunch.Fortunately the person who serves jamoons has gone some where, in the mean while we all filched as many jamoons as we can. I am very proud to disclose that the following folks are involved in this jamoon heist.

Deepender has played a major role by stealing 8 jamoons, he did not give to any one, he ate them all alone :(.
Me , I have got 6 jamoons as in where I just ate 4, and the rest are grabbed by Bagga, Kishore and Tarun :D
Raghu with 4 jamoons :P, he is ceasing others not to go. Lokesh also with just four jamoons :) poor chap, he was caught and got enough scoldings as well.
Tarun, Bagga, Kishore are busy in robbing from other plates!!

Really that's an amusing lunch!!

Cheers!!

my precious 16 hrs!! :)

2009-02-25T17:11:00.006+05:30

Though people say that traveling alone is pathetic, I enjoy it and I make it lively. Yesterday while coming back to Pune, I came by a train which was scheduled at 6.30 PM but it was running late by 30 minutes.and I was supposed to reach my destination at 10.35 A.M. the next day. Here by, I am elaborating on the sixteen hours which I had spent and I enjoyed by doing so.

7.00 P.M. - 8.30 P.M.:

I was gazing around the different kinds of junta sitting around me, a middle aged man with his wife discussing some family issues in an unknown language, not so pretty wannabe air hostess lolling on her berth, some college going students commenting everyone, a few techie geeks grumbling about their managers, a few more standing in a queue to charge their mobiles and yep how can i forget about the beggar who trips for some hundred times in the same compartment. I was punch drunk and I found it difficult to even breathe in that stupid sleeper class..poor me!!

8.30 P.M.- 9.00 P.M.:
Dinner-1 was already done before boarding into train, As I was loosing my weight day by day, my papa was scared and worried about me !! he made me eat the hell lot of food in the last couple of days.

dinner-2 was followed by just : :) :)
2 dairy milks,
sweets (not home made :D),
some raw fruits,
and of course a little home grub!!

9.00 P.M. - 10.00 PM:

(A small conversation with a chap, oops..i forgot to ask his name)

He is a chatter box. He talked, talked, talked, screamed and shouted as well. It really bottle necked my evening dreams, I was doomed and I cannot sleep after that conversation. This was an utmost flirting conversation I had ever seen!!of, course..that happens with all the pretty girls like me :P.

10.00P.M. - 1.00 A.M: I am thankful to my i pod, though its dying of less battery, it entertained me through out my journey. In between., I arranged my bed (berth :P), I dressed up to sleep, and yeah, I had phoned my friends and blah...

1.00 P.M - 8.00 A.M:

I was into my dream, I just forgot all the things who am I, where was I in, what was I doing, and etc...I relaxed badly. No network coverage :) as I literally roamed like a hutch dog for two days.

8.00 A.M - 10.00 A.M:

please refer to 10.00 P.M- 1.00 A.M :) again I thank my i pod. I love you :)

10.00 A.M - 10.30 A.M:

Again with the same innocent glance at people, who were standing in a queue to get down asap from the train as if it was some race and the person who got down first would get an accolade, who were in hurry to their respective places.

Back to Pune with many wishes, many hopes!! yeah, there is a good news, my problem has got solved!!I love you papa.And, omg!, I have planned to do many things in the coming days and yeah..Let me anticipate them....
really, Life is beautiful :)

Cheers!!

Me and My marriage

2009-02-19T14:05:00.002+05:30

Mom: so, madhu..how r u..howz life thr??(general talk)
Me: nothing great.., as usual!!
Mom: R u eating properly??Is everything fine??hv u gained some weight or u r still scrawny?
Me: :P hehe..never, I am around 46-48, i never checked it !! :( :(
Mom: Papa is asking about ur height tooo...
Me: whats dis stupid question., as if he doesn't know :P
Mom: Its 5'4 right??
Me:Moooom, stop it naa.., is thr any purpose behind asking all these nonsense?

(perhaps, they are in search of a guy for me :(!!...........)
Mom: he is taking some health and LIC insurance on ur name., nothing else!!
chalo, leave it..how abt that amla powder??ur using it??
Me: haaan, y not.,.I am eating it everyday :D (thank god, its fine now, I was scared)
Mom: what????that's for ur hair!!u r eating it??
Me: oooh....that one!!ya ya I am applying to it in the every weekend..u know mom.., even my friends are asking for it...its too good, my hair is looking gorgeous now :P ( haha...I have thrown it somewhere...yirr ;) !!)
Mom: okay then, take care darling
Me: bbyee...

(Next day)

Dad: I have taken LIC and medical insurance on ur name!!
Me: ur wish, I don't know about them...mom told me about this last nite.
Dad: Mom is missing u badly, she wants u to come home once..
Me: ooh so sad papa..., even I too miss u both..
Mom: Madhu, get ur snaps while coming home
Me(in anger): what do u mean???y do u need it?
Mom: Papa told about LIC policy...n blah,,,
Me: shut up, he has many of my passport sized photographs wid him
Mom: no...actually we need ur nice snaps in saree... I guess quite a few are there in your lapi??
Me: No, what the hell is goin on.., why shud I get u.., U temme d exact purpose?I hope u understood.
Mom: why are you shouting like dog? If we are in need of somethings, we are supposed to show u d reasons??
Me: yeah,, Don't act smart.., U ppl have gone mad.., I don't have any pics of mine.., listen to me: Even if have some nice pics, I am right now gonna shift+del them!!
Mom: don't talk to me anymore..don't come to home..
Me: woow...I love u.., I am not desperate to come there. I will cancel my tickets tomorrow.
a couple of minutes passed,

hmm.., I realised that I bristled and shouted at her., lets call her and ask her to forgive me. :D

Me: hello Papa, hows is mom, she is angry still?
Papa: nope, she is sleeping
Me: I wanna talk to her, call her once.
Papa: don't be panic .., U come here we will discuss everything in home!!

Take a chill pill darling, cool and relax.
Me: enough, call mommmm.........
Mom: haan, had food?...blah blah...
Me: r u fine?u r still angry on me?
Mom:I am not angry any more,,in fact u were angry!! so, tomorrow go to some studio., and send us some saree snaps.. okay?

(aaah godddddddd...again!!!!)
Me: chi, go to hell!! I am stupid,, unnecessarily I called u again!look.., U knw, I don't have sarees wid me..,haan whats d use I don't even know wearing them.. cha, cha, first of all I don't have time here to dress up well myself and going after that studios., I am extremely busy!! I am sorry..I can't!!

(what a poor apology.., in spite of asking for excuse, I again erupted like volcano..I am short tempered!! I am hapless at my madcap attitude)

I am just 21. I am still a naughty kid, why don't you people fathom my babyhood. ? what is the need of getting me married with such great haste and hurry ?? I guess both of you are not having any work!!cha, till now, I thought I am blessed having both of you sweet parents!!I am feeling bad now, I never know that I will be in such melancholy situation, I am not ready for marriage yet..!!

Papa, u r my dearest friend.. you are the one who gave me all the freedom and all the life I wanted or I wished, you also know that I am a simpleton piece so you are bothered about me, naturally you are the one who ponders alot on my future, u will be miffed as well as worried, if I face anything worse ahead in my life!!I understand all this, but this is not an apt time for my marriage..!!see, I am pretty good at persuading you, I am sure that I can convince you once I come there. I will be delighted if u listen to me..!! I am coming to meet you in soon.

Oh my god, help me that

I get no angry,

I stay calm, blissful and happy,

I get strength to raise mind high above daily trifles.,

I do my best to all the things without thinking of any fruit!!

Love you Jesus!!

I prayed my lord to look at my unbridled emotions and I slept. I am sorry if I hurt anyone, and I am sorry at this weird thoughts!!

P.S: I was extremely angry on my sweet stupid as he was making fun of my parents when I briefed it to him., (of course, he is there for me :) :), who is meticulously logical..Name a problem, he will be with an answer)and thanks to Tarun, you gave me an apt name and apt solution to this post.

wish box

2009-02-13T16:03:00.001+05:30

Sorry Swati for not being able to attend your fete , in deed, you are the first one from our gang getting married :),

And so thought of (actually wishing you differently (as I always)..) presenting you a little and cute wish box from all of our wingstreakz!! Hope you will love it. :) :)

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Hey Swathi,
Love and best wishes on this very special occasion.Wishing you a love that grows day after day
and year after year. Congratulations on your Engagement Dear…
"Today is a day you will always remember. The greatest in anyone's life.
You'll start the day just two people in love and end as husband and wife."
Regards,
Anitha

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Hey Poshy,
Hmm…Finally gonna enter into a new life with your partner Pradeep to add a little sunshine to the world in which we’re living …Gud yaar….Wish its gonna bring you a wonderful life a head with all the crazy things you always wanted..:P…
Two souls with but a single thought, Two hearts that beat as one……that’s what marriage is…
And I wish that happens and all the best…A very very Happy engagement Day…
Thanks and Regards
Prasanna

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"My dear Swathi,

Anyone can catch up your eye, but it takes "someone" special to catch your heart. And When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with "someone", you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.!!

So, Start enjoying your new world with your valentine from this Valentine’s day J!!
Kudos from wingstreaks!!

I miss you.

Cheers,

Maddy.

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hii posh doggyyy..
first of all my hearty congrats for ur SUBBARAO.. finaly dorikesadu mana posh doggy ki8 metta subbarao.. ante pradeep metta ani kaadu.. deeni poshness ki tattukoleka ma gang antha deeniko metta subbarao raavali ani korukunnam.. ippudu mana swathi gurinchi pradeep ki teliyani konni nijalu.. :P mana candidate nites power cut ienappudu walk kelladam anna.. kewl weather lo bike ride kelladam anna padi chachipotundii.. oka chinna chocolate ichhina kuda vallakani style lo tintundi..
n total bitsian life lo adi mood off iena instances nenokkasari kuda choodaledu.. so in this way v can consider pradeep lucky.. daani mood kewl cheyadam lanti prbs undav.. inkaaa.. entone em gurtu ravadamledu.. mm lemme think.. em gurtu ravadamledu kani.. mee pelliki ee session continue chesi oka book present chesta mee vadiki.. swathi's bitsian life ani ;)
once again congrats my dear swathi.. n am realy realy sry 4 not bein able 2 make it on ur engagement.. :(
pelli date manchiga mundhe cheppu.. mem andaram plan chesi pichekkicheyali.. k na.. luv u dear.. hav a wonderful duture..
n al da very very best pradeep.. nuvvu swathi ni ela bharistavoo.. papam..:P
urs bady

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DTS,

sry 4 not cumin for ur engagement.....dont know what to tell except warmest wishes to both of u for a wonderful timeMay the years ahead be filled with happiness.....

Gudluck dear...

Ur frnd,

Aasha.....!!!!!!!

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కలలో ఐన కల కనలేదే swathi మన batచ లో అందరికన్నా ముందు అవుతుందని!!!! హ్మ్మ్మం……పాపం unlucky fellow నిన్ను ఎలా bare చేస్తాడో. Miss poshy of bits don’t change your lifestyle. ఏతూ wing లో జనాలకి కనిపించేదనివి కాదు కానీ పెళ్లి అయ్యాక చచినట్టు ఇంట్లో నే ఉండాలి ఐన నీకు suit కాదు swathi marriage. నాకు doubt మీ వారిని ఎన్ని ఇబ్బందులు పెదతవో ఏమో!!!!ఇప్పటివరకు అన్ని నిజాలు ఇక పైన అబద్దాలు ఐన నువ్వు దొరకడం తన అదృష్తం. ఐన నీ hubby tastes similar to you అని విన్నాను enjoy your life…. Anyways Happy Married life…All the best for your brightest future

---chandana

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I am so happy and excited for both of you! Wish I could be there on your special day....Here's sending you my blessings to say, may you be blessed with love and happiness forever and fulfill all your dreams with your hubby my dear! As you join your lives together heart to heart, may you honor one another and share love in everything, with lots of caring, that's the best life can bring. Hearty Congratulations to the happy couple. Luv u ever...Ravali
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Hey Swathi......
My hearty Congratulations to you dear......
Hope you'll b havin a fabulous lyf ahead wid ur lovin would-be.
Being your friend i understood you as a very straight forward, kiddish, cool headed, natural and simple girl.
So lotsa gud qualities ah... :) So ur hubby is really lucky man.
Njoi your day....
Srilatha Budi

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I wish you have an utmost life ahead.

Cheers,

NeW TeMpLaTe

2009-02-12T14:55:00.002+05:30

.....yippie,

After a long time, I could get an impressive template to change my blog.
Thanks to Allblogtools.com. Really you have a pretty good templates to attract the bloggers as well as readers.

Dear All, Hope every one likes it and...let me know whether I have done a good work or not ???

Cheers!!

Why do we shout in anger?

2009-02-11T14:30:00.002+05:30

Though sometimes people knew that mistake is from their own side (...I especially), still we scream and scold the opposite one!!!

I guess this is the apt reason why we shout when we are totally enraged!!

A saint asked his disciples: 'Why do we shout in anger? Why do people shout at each other when they are upset?'
Disciples thought for a while, one of them said: 'Because we lose our calm, we shout for that.'
'But, why to shout when the other person is just next to you?' asked the saint.
'Isn't it possible to speak to him or her with a soft voice? Why do you shout at a person when you're angry?'
Disciples gave some other answers but none satisfied the saint.

Finally he explained:
'When two people are angry at each other, their hearts distance a lot. To cover that distance they must shout to be able to hear each other. The angrier they are, the stronger they will have to shout to hear each other through that great distance.'

Then the saint asked:
'What happens when two people fall in love? They don't shout at each other but talk softly, why? Because their hearts are very close. The distance between them is very small...'

The saint continued:
'When they love each other even more, what happens? They do not speak, only whisper and they get even closer to each other in their love. Finally they even need not whisper, they only look at each other and that's all. That is how close two people are when they love each other.'

MORAL:

When you argue do not let your hearts get distant, do not say words that distance each other more, else there will come a day when the distance is so great that you will not find the path to return.

So, the words once spoken cannot be unspoken and like wise, the heart once broken cannot be unbroken .

such is life.

Cheers!!

Death by Chocolate

2009-02-09T17:19:00.002+05:30

I am glad to indite again about chocolates on my blog!!

Adding to my weekend thrills, yesterday Tarun and I have gone to city for some work and after finishing it, to fill our paunches :P , we went to a bakery. While stepping into the bakery, I started eyeing on Death by chocolate. It is a mouth watering cake enriched with dark brown color, three layered chocolate where it is floated in a chocolate sauce.. :) It looked too appetizing and tempted us to order. Actually when the waiter brought it, Tarun said that the plate was too beautiful :) but he came to know that it is not plate, it is chocolate sauce when he touched it. We really enjoyed eating and licking it. :) :) and I just loved it and I wanna die for it.

Now, one more is added to my menu!! Life is like a box of chocolates - full of nuts!

my tips for dieting:

Don't ever eat one chocolate, have two!! you feel better.
Drink 4-5 glasses of chocolate sauce every day and improve your figure.
Have a chocolate shake before sleeping.

Death by Chocolate sings - "If I must die, let it be death by chocolate"

Cheers!!

yaar, U made my day :)

2009-02-06T13:48:00.001+05:30

Each and every day starts with a smile, a feel and a wish..,
but today it started with grief, fear... (though i don know what exactly might happened..!!).

I didn't know why, I couldn't put it into words, I was frustrated, I just wanted to sit in the room where I knew God was going to be for sure, and be a little angry with Him, and be a little sad, and be a little out of sorts. All I could do then was weep. :( :(

Whenever I feel depressed I listen to songs, I eat chocolates, I try coming back to normal stage a lot.., but today none of these aided me...!! After coming to the office, as usual..for quite sometime I went on checking mails, filling time sheet and soon...

then., one of my favourite juniors pinged me in gtalk..,
and I met him after a long time and so had a long chat..!! It seemed me, a smile can express many things.., and a little gtalk chat soothed my heart :) it elated me and he really made my day!! seriously I' m really proud of having quite a few friends, who shows his or her true colors in times of adversity.!! yeah.., I mean it.., this post is dedicated to him as he delighted me, who charmed me, and who brought back my peppiness!!!

so, I'm back into my life.... :) :) thank you my dear DT :)

cheers!!

hahha!!

2009-02-04T12:40:00.002+05:30

Time: 12:30 PM
Venue: Dlf Akruthi Pune, 1st floor, 5B
Space: WS-Zone 5B (4)
My desk:
* mobile (kept for charging)
* beautiful bag (opened aside)
* chappals (asusual I removed them )
* playing ipod,
* scattered through some documents sent by my project manager :P
* computer (restarting very often, I don't know why :(....)
* papers,pens, spects, watch...all are in a mess @ my cozy workspace..

Motivation behind this post: quite boring at my table, everybody here around is pretty busy in doing nothing, yeah.., just Nothing!!, so simply wanna kill a couple of minutes :) :P what do I write??
My current state: I am in a pretty drowsy state (i guess its due to AC in the office..,) and feeling hungry but I am too torpid to go and have lunch :)
Time: 12:39 PM (hahaha...I succeeded in killing my 9 minutes... :) :) :P )
its the time to celebrate this achievement..!!I am going for lunch......

Cheers!!

bye shoppe :(

2009-02-02T11:39:00.000+05:30

its so pretty,
this color is trendy,
i guess it suits me well,,
i never tried this stuff,..huh..,
its making me happy...., chalo I will buy it!!

I suddenly get a fits attack often when I come across a cute skirt, lovely top or a pair of chappals.!!my muscles start jerking me to take that on what I had set my eyes on.

I am a shopaholic, I have no self control, I would go on dreaming about it, I think million of times, i don't have this colored one, I can wear it at many occasions, and finally I soothe my nerves by buying it. I have nearly 100 dresses to satisfy me still I go nuts behind this shopping..,I had squandered nearly 45k in one month for shopping, sounds crazy?? of course I knew, nobody can stop me from it whenever i see a mall, I feel it as a paradise, I enjoy buying all accessories no matter whether it's needed or not,but!!!(I decided)

don't think that I am well-heeled :P, company is paying me more than enough money just for my signature :) :) but due to some problems, I got my salary after 3 months, I have taken lots of money from people, probably this restricted me not to buy any more things..!!and this realized me the importance of money!!!so..

yup.., I have decided to stop shopping at least till my birthday (except one wallet and a pair of chappal :P). I will try my maximum to stick on to my words..., :) but I am not sure as there are many events coming ahead valentine's day :P, anniversary :P,
.........chalo, Lets see what will happen!!!

Cheers!!

Listen!

2009-01-30T16:09:00.000+05:30

In spite of listening to some thousands of people and blaming them when u failed,
it is better to listen to your heart itself..!!!!
yeah!! listen to yourself first...
this satisfies you and makes you excited as well if you succeed;
and in any case if it goes wrong, you need not blame any other person!!!
listen and love yourself...!!!

...waiTiNg fOr yOU!!!

2009-01-28T13:44:00.000+05:30

Dear,

I am missing you badly,
I want you to come as early as possible,
I hope you get me all the things I want,
I hope you get me chocolates and gifts...,
I hope you bring me many blessings,

I hope you make me enjoy the rest life,
I hope you give me a rewarding year of fun,
I hope I always have love and laughter on your trip!!!
I hope you win my 21st life and begin a new 22nd trip around the Sun!!!
I cannot wait for six more months!!!!!

you, my dear july 28th, my birthday, please come to me, bless me new life :) :) !!!!!
---waiting for you

urs awaited.

weekend,movies and coke float!!

2009-01-27T15:39:00.000+05:30

so, though this weekend was big ( 3 days ), it ended up in the above three words.
Saturday started very late with a stupid Bengali movie, I don't know why do they make such a pointless and weird movies (forget it, I cannot express my feelings towards it as I was dumbstruck) and this was the very first time I felt that I wasted my precious time by watching it. :P don't ask me the name, better ask Tarun (as he said that was a super hit movie :P). No more comments on it. whhhhhoooaaa...
and Sri fell down in front of a shop due to giddiness!! we spent the day in taking care of her. :) :)
god bless you!! :) :)
Sunday---next day, nothing special, went to MC. Donald's and had tasty foood over there with coke float...a standard order: french fries + coke float @ MC.Donald's. I'm loving it :) :)
again the next and last day of the weekend started with Nair's republic day flag..,
and went to Big Cinemas for Raaz a terrible movie though I was sitting in between Tarun and Deepender.., I screamed, cried and ran from the theatre finally :) :) its indeed an okay type movie where Imran Hashmi for the first time in his life has played a pretty good role.., some scenes expected, a few unexpected!!!
and from there, again we had food at the same place and the same coke float @ MC.Donald's!!!
Next comes shopping..., big bazaar sounded badly with hell many offers, people rushed, people hurried, people got screwed up in standing on the line for quite a few minutes.
And then, we moved back to our homes blabbering, commenting on the movie, people and what not??
so, such is life, such is weekend, they do come slow yet they get over fast.

Cheers!!!

say NO proudly....

2009-01-23T14:28:00.000+05:30

Saying No is perhaps the most backbreaking thing to do for most of the people.., but it is an art. Though it sounds haughty., the greatness lie beneath :) !!!Many guys used to funk the treats where they will have to say no, feel sneaky and they have to prepare for such situations.But as and when I get into such situation, I say No without any hesitation and I in fact enjoy that plight.I may seem arrogant for some yet I believe it and I cannot say catlike YES.

Lets suppose if I know that I am unable to do it and I still agree to him/her..,first I feel nasty, curse myself for accepting,so I do a bad job, I hate him/her for throwing me on that..n lot more!!Isn't it right??
So, what's wrong in saying NO honestly and heart fully??and
I guess I am indirectly helping them by my NO as I am giving them a chance to go for some better one and yeah..,avoiding blackball feelings about the person.
and one more suggestion : if you like the person and if you don’t want to burn your bridges then having to say No can actually be a good thing to nurture your relationship with them rather than hurting the relation by doing a half-baked job!!

saying No is just pure joy!!! The joy gets maximised if you really do not fetch reasons at all!!

"Never explain yourself to any one because.., the person who likes you does not need that.., And the person who dislikes you will not believe it !!!"

Cheers!!

A Trip to Mumbai

2009-01-21T14:19:00.000+05:30

Finally, last weekend, I visited a gigantic city Mumbai all alone. Thanks to Tarun and Bagga for their love on me. Though they had some other plans, they helped me in boarding the bus. Forget about the journey, at the very first site I was extremely excited by seeing all the skyscrapers, edifices and it was like I was in some foreign country.The last night's pre-viva session had a great impact on me as I got down at exact stop and I could see my friend who is awaited to meet me and indeed whom I was awaited to meet. So, she took me to a place (their Palace :P) which was built on 1800's I suppose. We spent the whole night in roaming to all the malls like Palm Beach, Center One...in Vaashi. We had our supper at MC.Donald's (all time favourite :)) and we went back to the palace at around 11.30 PM. It was the greatest fete after the wonderful bitsian life and the day ended in a blissful way that all of us had a brainstorming session about my friend's boyfriend :P (wish her she is committed with a bitsian recently :), poor chap :P ). We planned to go to Elephanta Caves if we could wake up in the early morning the next day :P.

We slept at 2 or 3 in the night after a long chit-chatting, jabbering...!!., obviously, we got up late which lead our plan altered. My friend Asha treated us (me and Himaja) at Spices Restaurant and when I was about to leave to Pune, we just went inside a mall. The sad part of that was I lost my wallet with 900 bucks + 1 ATM card + 1 Malaysian Ringett ( I got it frm Lokesh ) + 1 sim card + my mobile's Mobile's warranty card + a few important visiting cards and a few passport sized photos of my sis, mine and my loved ones as well:( :(.

The day ended in

calling to customer care of ICICI to block my ATM,
recharging my mobile,
disturbing all my buddies (colleagues ) in asking and jotting for my account details,
roaming back to the same restaurant to check whether my wallet was there or not,
borrowing a little amount from my friend to go back, and
boarding into Pune bus in front of that stupid mall where I have lost my senti wallet :(

Anyways, the trip was lively, thrilling and of course disappointing :) :) :) :( :P !!

Cheers!!

New Crush :P

2009-01-16T05:00:00.000+05:30

"It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone - but it takes a lifetime to forget someone."

"Why do they call it a crush? Because that's how you feel when they don't feel the same way in return."

"I took one look at you Thats all I meant to do And my heart stood still.....!!!!"

.....yeah, exactly!!I'm disturbed.

People call me crazy thinking that I don't know the meaning of Crush and I used to be attracted at many guys :P. But, according to me, crush is something, that attracts me and disturbs me from what I am actually doing...From my childhood, I have had crush on many many guys as I like many songs, many chocolates, many dresses, many movies, and the list gooes on!!..............................my crushes are the ones among my friends {

// kamal (in 2nd class), Pavan (in 7th class)

} relatives{

my cousin - his name is Chiru :)

}, cine heroes{

tollywood-Pawan Kalyan, Siddharth,, Prabhas, Nitin(only in one movie sye......), Charan, Aarya(their dance), Surya (tamil), Nikil (Happydays :) ), Prakash Raj, Sonu soodh.

bollywood- Hritik and Salman (he was my crush!!not now :P),JOHN ABRAHAM

hollywood- TOM CRUISE (I watch them hardly)

},, bitsians {

Prabhal- Celebrity of BITS :P, and a few more (I'll be caught if reveal them)

}, back home, schoolmates, cric stars {

Sachin, Sehwag, Yuvi and Dhoni

}, dancers{

Baba Bhaskar (D-show in EETV), Bharath (Aata-2 final winner), Tapan (not popular) and many more!!

}, singers { Nagarajan (music club member at BITS, Karthik

}, left hand writers{

ravi (in my 2nd class), one more fellow I forgot his name

}, music directors, swimmers, commedy stars, professors, eltps, colleagues n whoever!!!!!!

haha...What a splendid I'm, I reckon and remember all their names. :)

>
Now, One more is added to my gargantuan crush list. At cafeteria, while we(me,sri,Anji and Rahul) were having food, Rahul caught me eyeing on some chap. Actually, just before that thing happened, I was asking Sri to look at him and said her "He is too gentle to glare at him". He is cool,stylish,perfect and what not :P. Adding to that, he was sitting on the table just next to us. And from last two days I started having crush on him..as I found him when I was signing in, signing out, standing in a queue for lunch, n lot other coincidences...!! But it is hapless that I don't even know his name to include in this. :( :(

Dear Friend!!

2009-01-13T13:30:00.000+05:30

To ----

I don't know how to begin or from where to begin,. but I just wanna thank you a million times. I know that I am pathetic at expressing my feelings to others.., may be I am an introvert sometimes.., that's the reason why I am penning down in my blog.

Its have been hardly two to three months we stayed together, I became close to you. Our friendship has started with "Hi" and blossomed to "love you..( to write in my blog )" yeah, I really mean it. You never know how many times your presence makes my gloomy days delighted.., and your words remained me with no more hitches n hiccups......

...huh, the days we spent/are spending/will spend are great. I have enough freedom to discuss about each and every things happening daily. In this world, we rarely find people who matches our frequency, so I can also say that you are the one who matches my frequency.., and certainly acts according to it.

Today is World's "Close Friend Day". There is a quote with roses for you :) :)

You're...
My Friend,

my companion,

through good times and bad,

my friend, my buddy,

through happy and sad,

beside me you stand,

beside me you walk,

you're there to listen,

you're there to talk,

with happiness, with smiles,

with pain and tears,

I know you'll be there,

throughout the years!!!

-by Unknown

I hope our friendship flourishes forever!!!
Cheers!!

Fun @ Home

2009-01-13T02:41:00.000+05:30

As most of us are staying in the same apartment, guys started enjoying the weekends by playing cricket in the garden lawns.

Yesterday they divided themselves into two teams:

TEAM 1 (PSYCHOS): Kishore, Srikhar, Baba, Kinkar, Bandi
Team 2 (Dangerous Dogs): Avinash, Bagga, Raghavendar, Anji, Anirban

Umpire: Miss Sridevi Sabada
Comments by Miss Madhuri Kunisetty
Audience as well as Confidence booster: Miss Samridhi Dubey

I was astonished by watching the show, it was a great entertainment by these proud Indian Cricketers and I cannot stop myself describing the styles of every Cricketer I saw in the evening.

Here I start with a lazy and lethargic Psycho. Its non other than Kishore. His batting was awesome as he always end up with a single run. His fielding does not need any description as you must have understood by the start of this paragraph (A lazy and lethargic Psycho :P), he never attempts to bend and never tries to go to catch a ball. Anyways, Good applauds to Kishore. Second one is Srikhar: I didn't see him bowling, I just saw his batting where he always finds his girl friend's face in the ball (oopss...and so he skips!!!). Baba:A real icon player, his dedication towards the entire play was equivalent to his dedication towards our X-mart project :P. Kinkar is a descent player who is good at batting and fielding as well. and then, Bandi: A fast bowler who is little less than Ishant Sharma, the one is batting could not glance at the ball coming near to him.
This team had well scored in five ample overs by putting all their possible enormous efforts :P

And the next team (Dangerous Dogs) is an eccentric team comprising of a few legends like Avinash and Bagga :).
Avinash, well, I am confused, from where to start as he is sound at batting (runs are always in single digit like Kishore), bowling (tries to bowl using two hands) and fielding (by the time he catches the ball, the batsmen would have done with at least 3 runs). Then, the rest of the team like Anji and Anirban are very good players who gave good competition to the opposite team and who kept their reputation of winning through out all the matches. Coming to Raghavendar, though he looks stupid (and handsome :P), his style was rocking. In the entire play, he was the one who scored many 4's and 6's. And the last but not least, BAGGA..!!
He is an utmost ambidextrous (as he can use any hand left or right like Sachin, for batting) player who is the most wanted guy and worth to be in our Indian Cricket Team if it has to loose the match :P. His batting was amazing, for an over, he sleeps for the first couple of balls and he concentrates on only the last ball. So, it ultimately leads him to score in binary digit runs, of course little better than Kishore and Avinash (as they score in single digit :P).
Anyways, this team had also played well and they won the maximum number of matches.

Coming to the Umpire, Sridevi was a fair one. She has sound knowledge about Cricket. We were proud of her as she never forgot the scores number and she was a bit strict about the rules.

Samridhi almost cheered each and every player who failed to put their efforts. Kudos Sam!!
Maddy: :) she kept on commenting in several languages like Telugu, Hindi and English.

The play winded up with this fantastic finish.
Fantastic Finish by AVI: Dangerous Dogs team had to score a single run in four balls so, Avinash due to light problem, he missed two balls, and he thought that they are doomed but to their surprise, his bat couldnot catch the ball instead the ball caught his bat :P so they won the last match too!!
Few highlights:

Kishore's tossing.
Raghu's max no.of 4's and 6's.
Bandi's fast bowling.
Avinash's fantastic finish
Srikhar's hype (he was too tired to play it seeems :P)
Bagga's max no.of wide balls

Baba's style.

Anji's fielding.

Kinkar and Anirban (Two Bengal Gangulys)

Samridhi's cheering.

Sridevi's rules and regulations.

and...of course my commentry.

Hope you guys must have enjoyed this FUN @ Home,
Cheers!!

An Interesting One!!

2009-01-12T14:02:00.000+05:30

This is a pretty nice story that I came across that well shows the relation between two girls. Though its a gargantuan story sucking your patience, I promise that it grabs your attention to sit and read. Instead of me using many adjectives to describe it, I am asking you to brief about it after reading it completely.
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Good Morning Class, Today we have a new student among us, her name is Samyuktha" announced the class teacher "Samyuktha come here, introduce yourself to the class"

Samyuktha a 12 year old girl, with fair complexion skin and a neatly pleated hair on either side of her head was sitting in the one corner of the class.

She slowly got up from her seat. Each one of the student in class started staring at her. With all those stares, new faces, new city, new school, she was scared to death. She moved slowly to here her teacher was standing and faced the class with lowered head as if it were a punishment.

"Samyuktha introduce yourself to class. Why are you lowering your head? Stand straight up. Don't waste the time of the class" said teacher somewhat sternly.

"My name is Samyuktha..I..I…I know no English much..i..i.." said samyuktha with a very feeble voice.

The whole class started giggling and started hush-hushing comments on Samyuktha. The teacher asked Samyuktha to go back to her seat hearing the commotion in the class and asked the class to be quite. Samyuktha almost had tears in her eyes. She was lost in her own world for the rest of the class.

During Interval she sat alone at her desk, looking at her book but not looking at the words but thinking about the world she left back in her small town, Varanasi. "Hi" said a voice. Samyuktha looked up to see a girl standing there. She was slightly dark complexioned, with a smiling face, and had hair exactly like Samyuktha's.

"I am Prachi, your classmate. Why are you not having lunch?" said prachi.

"a..umm..i not feeling hungry much." replied Samyuktha.

"Why not? Common I know you felt bad when the class laughed at you. Even I felt bad but don't care about them. If you don't eat, you will become sick.

Did you bring your lunch box?" said Prachi.

Samyuktha felt a sense of relief after hearing what Prachi said and started feeling hungry too.

"Yes I brought. Will you eat with me?"asked Samyuktha..

"Yes sure. Lets go outside and eat. We will have some fresh air" said prachi and took samyuktha's hand and went outside the class to a playground. Both sat and started eating together. They shared a bit of each others lunch too.

"so, you miss your old school..isnt it?" asked prachi.

"Yes a lot. I am from Varanasi. Daddy got transfer here. I got no admission here as my English is poor but daddy gave donation and I got admission..i will fail sure" said samyuktha sadly.

"Oh don't be sad Samyuktha. I will help you. You will learn everything easily. Where is your house?" asked Prachi.

"In Vasant Kunj, Phase-1" said Samyuktha. "hey even I stay in same place!" said Prachi happily.

"Is it." Said Samyuktha gladly.

"Yes, now don't worry at all. We both can study together." Said Prachi assuring Samyuktha.

"Hey can I call you Samyu?" asked prachi..

"Yes sure, my friends in Varanasicall me with same name. I am happy" said Samyuktha with a glitter in her eyes. Thus the friendship between Prachi and Samyuktha started in the 6th standard/grade which grew manifold during the years to come.

Samyuktha had an intelligent mind which needed some shining and polishing whereas Prachi was a creative person. Samyuktha and Prachi became best friends during their first year together itself. They were totally inseparable. Due to them, both the families of Samyuktha and Prachi too became good family friends. Samyuktha just about managed to clear her 6th grade but later with Prachi's support she became more and more confidant.

Prachi used to force Samyuktha to be a flamboyant and aggressive in school activities which boosted Samyuktha's inner confidence. Samyuktha overcame all her inhibitions within few years. Prachi was very jovial and used to crack jokes which Samyuktha cherished. The whole class used to be jealous of their friendship. Samyuktha and Prachi both excelled with good marks in their 12th standard and both got admission in B.tech in DelhiUniversity.

Through all these years Samyuktha became very outgoing person. She was now no more the person which she was 6years ago. She became a smart, stylish and trendy by the time she turned 18. Prachi on the other hand remained same.

Prachi still doted on Samyuktha and was very possessive about her. Samyuktha started drawing lot of attention in college. Due to her looks and attitude, boys went crazy for her on the other hand Prachi was not at all approachable and she hardly cared about her looks. Samyuktha started loving the attention showered on her from her B.tech classmates. She participated in a fashion parade in College's annual function and with that she became an instant hit through out the college. Prachi always used to pull back Samyuktha to the ground and asked her not to neglect her studies. Other than Prachi, Samyuktha started having her own circle of friends in college. When Prachi and Samyuktha were together, Samyuktha's friends used to talk to her but didn't give much attention to Prachi. Samyuktha did try to mingle Prachi with her other friends but Prachi didn't show much interest. There were lot of times when Samyuktha bunked her classes and Prachi used to make a copy of notes for Samyuktha too. As Samyuktha became more and more involved in other activities of college rather than studies, Prachi became too much involved with her academics and had very few friends or one can say acquaintances other than Samyuktha. During 2nd year of B.tech, Prachi and Samyuktha started having some arguments and fights. Samyuktha wanted to enjoy the college life with fun and being naughty sometimes. Prachi on the other hand didn't approve with Samyuktha's thinking.

It was during 3rd year of college when Aakash, the 4th year B.tech student entered Samyuktha's life. He was supposed to be the most handsome guy of the college. Aakash had the looks of a model with a very sexy voice due to which he used to compere most of the college shows. Aakash came in touch with Samyuktha through some common friends and instantly fell in love with her.

Samyuktha, was on top of the world when she came to know about Aakash's feelings. With Samyuktha and Aakash's love affair going strong, Prachi distanced more and more from Samyuktha. Prachi hated Aakash to the core and blamed him for ruining the friendship between her and Samyuktha. Samyuktha who was blind in love, didn't understand the feelings of Prachi. During 3rd and 4th year of college, Samyuktha and Prachi rarely used to spend together.

Going to each others homes became almost null. Samyuktha started suspecting Prachi to be jealous of her on the other hand Prachi used to miss Samyuktha and longed for her to be like her old school friend.

One day during the 4th year of her college, Prachi was alone in her room and was crying looking at the old photos and greeting cards which she got from Samyuktha for different occasions. "Prachi what happened? Why are you crying?" asked Prachi's mom with worried look.

"Nothing..its just that" said Prachi trying to wipe of the tears from her cheeks.

"Kya hua beta..something wrong in college?" said Prachi's mom

With that Prachi hugged her mom and started sobbing.

"arey arey..what is this..i never saw you crying this way..tell me what happened..did Samyuktha say something to u?" asked Prachi's mom. Prachi's mom observed the growing distance between Prachi and Samyuktha but she never talked about it with Prachi.

"mom..why do people change in college..why do we get old..school days used to be so good" said Prachi between her sobs.

"beta..thats life..there's a saying "the only thing which remains constant is change"..you are not a small girl now..you should understand this..going to college, getting married, getting career, getting old..all this is part of life..you should learn to accept this.."said Prachi's mom caressing p's hair.

"No I will never marry in my life for sure. I cannot accept tha some outsider comes and changes other relationships in life. I will not let that happen to my life" said Prachi strongly.

Prachi's mom chose not to argue with her at that time and hoped time will change her attitude towards life.

"Mom you know this year Samyu forgot to wish me on my birthday. Since that Aakash came into her life, nothing else is important to her. And tomorrow its her birthday and I don't feel like wishing her either" said Prachi

"Why not..thats wrong..you should wish her..if you don't wish her there wont be difference between you and her. May be after u wish she will realize her mistake. You should atleast give a try to revive your old friendship." Said Prachi's mom convincing Prachi to call Samyuktha.

When clock struck 12, Prachi decided to call Samyuktha and dialed her mobile number. Her mobile was engaged. She tried calling 3-4 times more but still her line was busy. When it was almost 12:30 A.M she thought of calling her landline but she held back fearing everybody at her home might get disturbed. Prachi knew that Samyuktha might be busy talking with Aakash and hated him more. Next day Samyu didn't turn up at college either. After college, she went straight to Samyuktha's house with a greeting card and a small painting which she herself did. Samyuktha was not at home as well, when confronted with her parents..

"Hey Prachi, Samyu is not with you?" asked Samyukhtha's mom.

"uh…No..Infact I came here to wish her" said Prachi

"She said she will go with you to Aakash's home. Aakash is leaving to US today. She said she will see him off to the airport and that you will accompany her" said samyuktha's mother with a angry tone.

"hmm oh, actually I was late to college today..may be that's why she went alone" said Prachi knowing that Samyuktha would have definetly not taken her along to meet Aakash and that she simply bluffed her parents. "Anyway aunty, once she comes, give her this card and gift" continued Prachi.

On the way back home Prachi felt happy that Aakash is leaving India but at the same time felt bad that she was not able to wish Samyuktha personally.

Next day in the college, Prachi was eagerly waiting for Samyuktha to come. She wanted to see how she reacted for the card and gift. As soon as Samyuktha entered the class, everybody in the class started wishing her belated birthday greetings. Many of them showered gifts to her. She greeted them all with a sad smile. Prachi guessed it must be because Aakash left to US. After that Samyuktha came to Prachi with a serious expression on her face..

"So, you must be very happy now?" said Samyuktha.

Prachi was puzzled, but then she immediately remembered that her parents might have caught her lying to them. "Samyu I had no idea about your plan yesterday" said Prachi with innocent look.

"Oh don't be so innocent Prachi. The whole class knew I was with Aakash yesterday.

Since last 5 months you never came to my house. Suddenly you came home yesterday to spoil my day. That was your plan" accused samyuktha Prachi was shocked with Samyuktha's behavior and was almost in tears "No, what will I gain with this Samyu. You are my only friend. I tried calling you day before yesterday night to wish you at 12 but your line was constantly busy. Yesterday nobody informed me about your plan."

"C'mon Prachi. I know how much you are jealous of me since I met Aakash. Prachi you should go and get some life. I never thought that you would come down to such cheap tricks. Thanks to you my parents have stopped trusting on me" said Samyuktha and left the class fuming.

Prachi stood there with tears and embarrassed with all the stares towards her in the class. The whole class saw what happened between Prachi and Samyuktha. After that incident almost everybody stopped talking to Prachi.

Prachi remained aloof from everybody even outside the college. She remained to her self and kept herself busy with studies. After 6 months, college was over and since then Prachi and Samyuktha never met.

Soon after graduation Prachi started searching for jobs and almost immediately she was placed in TCS, Bangalore. Prachi didn't knew what happened to Samyuktha and didn't care to find out. She moved to Bangaloreimmediately and took an apartment all by for herself. She lived alone. In office she used to talk with others when only it was required for work. She was not friendly with anybody. She used to eat alone in the office canteen. Everybody in the office used to call her with
different names like 'sadist', 'psycho','poor thing'..etc etc. Life went on.

2 years later, one fine day early in the morning at around 7:00 AM Prachi heard the door bell. She looked at her watch and wondered who would be ringing the bell at this time. She just got up to get ready for the office.

She went and opened the door to see a young man standing there with a small bowl in his hand. He was about 6 feet height with curly hair and lean figure and good features. Prachi looked at him with red face.

"Hi..umm..i am Mayank, your new neighbor" said Mayank.

"So…."said Prachi with irritation.

"I am sorry, actually I came to borrow some sugar. I moved in this apartment today morning. I have the habit of drinking tea early in the morning..so if you plz don't mind can u plz lend some teaspoons of sugar" said mayank with pleading eyes.

"So..for your tea..you disturb other people early in the morning" said Prachi and started closing her door.

'Plz plz plz don't close the door..if I don't have tea in the morning I get sick.. I tried many other doors, but only you opened it..plz ' pleaded Mayank once again.

Prachi closed the door on the face of Mayank and he stood there stand still for a minute and started moving to his apartment when he heard the click of the door open from his behind. He looked back to see Prachi standing there with Sugar bottle in her hand.

"Hey..thank u so much..errr…i thought..u got angry…u saved my life..u know" said mayank gladly.

"How many teaspoons do u want?" said Prachi seriously ignoring the excitement of Mayank.

"umm..oh..umm..2 spoons" said Mayank somewhat embarrassed.

Prachi took 2 teaspoons of sugar and poured it in the bowl of Mayank and without a word went back inside the home closing the door behind.

"Thank you" said Mayank to the closed door!

Prachi got ready for the office and left the home exactly at 8.45am as she used to do daily. Her day in the office went on as usual and at one instance while having tea she remembered the early morning incident. She realized she doesn't even remember the face of the guy clearly.

Back at the home at around 8pm she heard her door bell ringing again. When she opened, she realized it's the same morning guy standing outside.

"Now what??" said Prachi again irritated.

"Actually I bought the sugar in the afternoon…so thought of giving you back your 2 spoons of sugar which u gave me……" said Mayank with little naughtiness in his eyes.

"Whaaaat" said Prachi with disbelief.

Here your 2 spoons of sugar" said mayank again bringing the small bowl in his hand towards her.

"Godddd..wait…here" said Prachi and closed the door. She went back inside the home to her kitchen and came back with Sugar bottle. When she opened the door, Mayank was still standing there waiting for her.

"Here now put that sugar inside this bottle" said Prachi handing over the bottle to Mayank.

Mayank pours down the sugar in the bottle.

"Ok..Anything else?" Said Prachi with an angry tone.

"Nope..thats it..thank you for lending me sugar in the morning..otherwise I would have been dead by now" grinned Mayank

"Its ok. Goodnight!" said Prachi somewhat mellowing down and closed the door.

Prachi felt amused by the behavior of Mayank and the fact that he came to return back the two spoons of sugar.

"Was he trying to impress me" thought Prachi…"Anyway good, I didn't give him any kind of that impression..now he will never approach me again"

Next day after coming back from work, again her door bell rang. Prachi somehow suspected it must be Mayank again and she was right.

"What??" Said Prachi hardly opening the door enough.

"umm..i am sorry…umm..to disturb u again..actually I need to make an urgent call to my parents in Bombay. I don't know why but my mobile is not activated yet. So, can I please make a call from your phone?" asked Mayank.

"Good lord..there are thousand PCO's outside this apartment..why don't u go and call from there?" said Prachi annoyed.

"Actually there's only one PCO nearby and today that is closed due to ID festival..i went and enquired and the next one is 3kms from here..well it was urgent..otherwise I am sorry I wouldn't have disturbed you" said Mayank with pleading eyes again.

"huh..wait I will bring my mobile.." said prachi and closed the door behind , again to come back with her mobile.

Mayank takes the fone and moves little far away from her. Prachi stands there for a while and then goes back inside the home, with door almost closed. After a short while she hears a knock on her door.

"Thank you so much..i cant tell you..how grateful I am today..had it been not your Mobile..i would have not known that in khichdi I need to add 3 glasses of water for 1 cup of rice.." said mayank happily.

"Whaatttttt…your urgent call was about khichdi???" said Prachi somewhat angrily.

"umm..yaa…u know..i love the khichdi which my mom makes..so..anyway..here take this 10rs for the STD call" said mayank handing over a 10 rupee note to Prachi.

Prachi takes 10Rs note without a word and hopes not to create any good image of herself in front of him.

"Hey thanks a lot..for everything Prachi" said Mayank

"How do you know my name?" said Prachi with surprise.

"Well you wrote Prachi on your Mobile's screen" smiled Mayank.

"Ok..goodnight" said Prachi and closed the door.

"There is something peculiar with this man…" thought Prachi again. Through out that day and next day Prachi kept thinking about Mayank and felt bad that he was coming again and again in her thoughts. She tried her best to remind herself that she should not fall into any kind of
distractions in her life. There is no place for a man in her life.

Till next couple of days she never met Mayank but he never went out of her mind. She was angry that she was thinking about him how much ever she tried avoiding. One day again in the evening she heard her door bell. She was in kitchen cooking dinner for herself and when the door
bell rang, she ran into the bathroom to comb her hair neatly and then went to open the door .

"Hi" said Mayank with his ever charming smile.

Prachi making sure that she is not pleased seeing him asked him with monotonous tone " yes, what do u want now?"

"nothing..today I came to give you something?" said Mayank.

"well you have given me money for the call you made from my fone last time..now what?" said Prachi

"not that..today I made gajar ka halwa and it came out really well..so came here to share with you some" said Mayank bringing his hand forward from behind with a box.

Gajar ka halwa was Prachi's favourite sweet dish but she resisted from showing any kind of positive emotion.

"see mayank..i don't know what you think about me..but I don't like such gestures from anybody..i hardly know you..as a neighbor I helped you ..thats all..dont expect anything else…do u understand that?..now you can leave.." said Prachi fighting back her inner emotions.

Mayank stood there like a rock for a minute .

"sorry Prachi..i don't consider you just as a neighbor but as a friend in need..but ..but..i respect your privacy..today is my birthday…I don't know anybody else in this city..so thought to share this halwa with the first person I came to know in this city..anyway I wont disturb you again" said Mayank and started to leave.

After hearing that its his birthday, Prachi felt a guilt pang and stopped him "hello..wait..umm..i am sorry..i didn't know its your birthday..Happy Birthday" said Prachi loudly.
"Thank you" said Mayank turning back to look at her.

"Well, can I taste your Halwa..ofcourse if you are not mad at me" said Prachi with a smile for the first time.

Mayank was surprised to look at her beautiful smiling face for the first time and was smitten.

"Heyyy..no..not at all.." said Mayank and gave her the box he brought.

Prachi opened the box and tried some with her hand.

"ummm..it tastes great" said Prachi licking her fingers "can I keep whole of this box."

"oh sure.. that was for you anyway.." said Mayank "I guess I should be leaving now".

"Ok..will return the box tomorrow..by the way happy birthday again" said Prachi.

"umm..u know what..i was lying..its not my birthday" said Mayank and before Prachi could say anything, he ran back upstairs to his apartment.

Prachi stood there in disbelief but later smiled at herself thinking how easily she got fooled. She somehow didn't feel mad at Mayank later and relished the halwa.

As usual Mayank's magic lingered on Prachi for that day and next day. When it was time to return the box to Mayank, Prachi questioned herself whether to go or not to go to his house to return the box. Finally she decided to listen to her heart and braced herself to go to Mayank's house.

She pressed the door bell of Mayank's house and waited for few seconds when Mayank opened the door.

He had a big cutlery spoon in one hand and was wearing an apron.

"Hey, what a correct timing..can u plz taste my rajma curry and let me know if everything is ok?" saying this Mayank left her at the door went towards his kitchen.

Prachi was standing at the door steps unable to decide whether to go in or not. "Prachi…come in..where are you" shouted Mayank from his Kitchen.

Prachi stepped in the house and realized that this was the first time since she came to Bangaloredid she stepped into anybody's house. She noticed, the house was clean and neat, had decent furniture and she could listen some soft soothing music from the speakers somewhere. Prachi walked slowly towards the kitchen. Mayank was ready with some rajma in a small bowl and asked her to taste it.

"ummm..its nice…everything is ok…" said Prachi after tasting the Rajma

"oh good…see my mom doesn't believe that I am good cook..i will have to make you talk to her one day…then only she might believe" said Mayank feeling satisfied.

"Ok, I will leave now" said Prachi.

"Why?..i have prepared dinner for both of us." Said Mayank.

"What….?" Said prachi.

"Well I knew you would come home to return my box today and obviously you will come little early..and also I am sure you would not have got time to cook dinner by now" said Mayank while putting plates on the dining table.

"How were you so sure that I would come?" asked Prachi amused.

"Well I can read People's mind..after all I am a Psychiatrist" said Mayank

"Psychiatrist!!" exclaimed Prachi.

"ya why?..cant handsome men become psychiatrists?" said Mayank naughtily.

"aha..i didn't mean that" smiled Prachi "I don't know if you are lying or telling truth..yesterday you were saying it was your birthday..now today you are saying you are a Psychiatrist!"

"no..seriously..i am a Psychiatrist..i don't lie on Wednesdays..u know" said Mayank.

"uh..u r impossible..anyway what made u believe that I will have dinner with you" asked Prachi

"Well, today is my birthday..and I knew you wont be able to say no" said Mayank.

"What..plz..you think I can be fooled twice?" said Prachi

"ha ha..see I was born on 6th aug and today its 6th nov ..so its my monthly birthday" said Mayank showing her the seat to sit.

Prachi and Mayank laughed together and started having dinner together. Mayank was indeed a good cook and Prachi liked everything prepared by him..no not only the food..but she realized she liked Mayank's charming nature.

"So, what made you come to Bangalore?" asked Prachi having her sweet dish.

"I saw that this city had lot of scope for doctors like me..so I choose this place for my practice" said Mayank.

"Scope!" exclaimed Prachi

"yeah..you see..Bangaloreis a software hub for India..and hence more patients for me" said Mayank with a naughty smile again.

"aha..so you mean software engineers are mad people?..Mister..Even I am a software engineer..remember that!" said Prachi.

"Oh..is it..i never knew that beautiful gals too are becoming software engineers" said Mayank flirtingly.

Prachi wanted to reply him back and suddenly realized that Mayank was complementing her and gave him a smile.

"thanks" said Prachi blushing.

"thank god..you understood that" said Mayank with a twinkle in his eyes.

While Prachi was about to leave his house after dinner. Mayank asked "So at what time should I come for dinner tomorrow at your house?"

"what?" said prachi and stared at him questioningly.

"yeah..you are a self-respect girl right..i know you will return my dinner!!" said Mayank again with his flirting smile.

Prachi couldn't stop smiling and said "hmmm..smart..haan..come at 8pm..dinner will be ready."

After coming home , thoughts of Mayank and whatever they talked lingered in Prachi's mind. She looked herself in mirror a thousand times. All her life never did any guy talked to her the way, Mayank talked. She realized she smiled and laughed so many times on that single day. Mayank did some magic on her.

Next day she was not able to concentrate in her office work too. She was too busy thinking what she should prepare for dinner and what all she need to buy to prepare food. She even tried searching some recipes on the internet.

She left office early at 5 pm and went to grocery store to buy all vegetables and groceries to prepare dinner. She decided to make Jeera rice, Palak Paneer, Cabbaga kofta, rotis, fruit salad and lassi. She finished off everything by 7:30 and cleaned the kitchen and dining hall. She realized she never cooked so fast earlier. She dressed herself in one of her best casual salwar suits and waited for him. Exactly at 8pm her door bell rang. She wanted to run and open the door but she resisted and took some time to open.

Mayank looked handsome as ever. He wore a short kurti and jeans and looked cute.

"Wow you look wonderful" said Mayank.

"Thanks. Come in." Said Prachi blushing.

Mayank stepped into her house for first time and was soon impressed.

"You did all those paintings?" asked mayank looking at big canvas paintings in her hall.

"Hmm..yeah..i do it for my timepass" said Prachi.

"Oh man…they don't look like timepass paintings Prachi..these are master pieces!!" said Mayank who kept gazing at those beautiful paintings.

"Oh please…I am not a trained painter..thanks anyway..come lets have dinner"
said Prachi.

When Mayank saw what all she prepared, he said "sorry for giving you trouble!"

"No its fine. Cooking for one person extra is not a trouble" said Prachi while serving food in his plate.

"Don't say that otherwise I might come everyday" said Mayank.

Prachi wanted that to happen everyday. She never felt so happy after a long time. Throughout the dinner, Mayank kept on praising her food and she got more and more attracted to Mayank's charm. After dinner they talked for long time. Mayank kept making jokes and Prachi laughed non-stop. Prachi never realized when it was already 11:30pm.

Mayank suddenly looked at his watch and realized it was late. "Hey ..sorry..its late..i should leave..you have to get up early to the office again tomorrow" said mayank and got up to leave.

Prachi didn't want him to leave and wanted to stop him for some more time.

"yeah..it was …it was nice having you here today" stammered Prachi.

"really?" said Mayank

"yeah…u know..i never smiled and laughed this much before Mayank. You brought something back which I lost long time ago." Said prachi, her eyes were almost in tears.

Mayank kept looking at her for sometime.

"so where is my fees?" said mayank.

"Fees??" questioned Prachi.

"yeah for bringing back what u lost!" said Mayank.

"aha..so I am your first patient it seems…tell me whats urfees, I will give you" said Prachi with a smile.

"ummm…lets see..umm" said mayank making a thinking gesture "how about one more dinner, this time somewhere outside"

"done" said prachi almost immediately.

"wow…that's an improvement ..i thought you would me hit" said Mayank laughing.

And then for coming weeks they were inseparable. They met almost everyday for dinner. Mayank and Prachi were madly in love with each other but never expressed it to each other. Prachi started smiling more and more and became more communicative in office with colleagues. All her colleagues were surprised to see the change in her behavior. She even started taking care on what she was wearing and how she looked.

One day in a restaurant, Mayank seemed little restless.

"What happened to you today?" asked Prachi.

"Actually I wanted to tell you something..dont know how you will react!" confessed Mayank.

Prachi suspected that he might propose her and felt little nervous deep beneath her heart but was still waiting for this moment since long.

"Its ok Mayank..tell me…since when did u get so nervous in front of me?" said Prachi.

"hmm..its not nervousness but..i don't want you to hate me after what I will tell you" said Mayank.

"Now…plz..dont keep me in suspense!!" requested Prachi not able to keep bear the excitement.

"Actually, few days back I read a article in a newspaper. There is going to be a painting exhibition for new talents in Mumbai. That's going to be conducted by Tina Ambani, wife of Anil Ambani of Reliance Industries.

Without your permission I sent your name and one of the photos of your painting. Today I got a reply from Tina Ambani herself and she is pleased with your painting and want that to be exhibited. I know you are going to be mad at me now but Prachi I want the whole world to know your talent" said Mayank holding one of the hands of Prachi.

Prachi listened to all with complete silence. She didn't knew how to react. She was expecting something else. She was in love with Mayank but with what Mayank told her, she could not hold back her tears. Tears rolled over her cheeks and she couldn't speak.

"uh..oh..sorry Prachi..i dreaded this..i didn't want to hurt you..Your paintings were so impressive, that I felt it should not confine just within four walls of your home. I guess I should have asked you before. I am sorry again" said Mayank with guilty.

"uh..no no..dont say sorry Mayank..its just that..i never thought you cared about me so much..i never realized that you felt my paintings were worth sending to an exhibition…i..i..am surprised …but I don't think I am worth it….i do it for my own pleasure.." said Prachi with chocking voice.

Mayank holding her hand tight "I already told you this before..your painting are master pieces and now the response from Tina Ambani herself tells you what you are worth of. Prachi you should learn to be proud of your own talent..you really don't know what you are worth of…"

After a 2 minutes of silence. "I don't know Mayank..how to thank you for all this…how will I be able to return the favour" said Prachi.

"The fact that you are not mad at mr after hearing this, is itself a big favor" said Mayank smiling "And the by the way, there would be competition too in that exhibition and whoever wins, will get a sum of Rs 5lakhs and a contract to do the painting of Reliance's New office in Mumbai."

"oh is it…that sounds interesting..i hope you wont ask 5lakhs in return of favour" said Prachi teasingly.

"ha ha..may be" said Mayank.

Mayank took care of logistics of sending Paintings to Mumbai. All 5 of her paintings were selected for exhibition. Prachi and Mayank both went to Mumbai together on the day of the opening of the exhibition. There were total of 25 paintings altogether. Prachi was nervous to talk to Tina Ambani but Mayank stood beside her and gave his support. Prachi and Mayank could notice that Prachi's painting caught most of the attention from viewers.

Prachi and Mayank spent that day in Mumbai doing shopping and sight-seeing. She couldn't believe she was with Mayank for whole day. They were hardly in their hotel rooms and were roaming around till 2 am midnight. When they came back to their hotel, they were both tired and dozed of almost immediately in their respective rooms. They returned back to Bangalorenext day by early morning flight. Exhibition was held for 2 more weeks and results were out the last day. As expected Prachi's paintings won the first place.

Mayank was ecstatic with the news and Prachi was more pleased to see Mayank happy than winning the actual award. Calls didn't stop pouring in Prachi's phone that day. Her office was proud of her after hearing the news. Prachi's parents were both surprised and felt on top of the world.

While they both were on flight to Mumbai to receive the award.. Mayank whispered in Prachi's ears "Prachi when we will go back to Bangalore, I will ask you to return my favour"

Prachi looked surprised and said "I will be pleased"

The award ceremony went on very well. Prachi had to speak few words on the stage after receiving the award and she was very nervous about it but one look at Mayank and words flew from her mouth smoothely. She became a celebrity overnight. It was one of the memorable days ever for Prachi and now Prachi was looking forward to what Mayank would ask her after returning to Bangalore.

Mayank asked her to come home for dinner the day they returned. Prachi was on cloud 9 and she was sure that Mayank would propose her. She looked forward for the evening and got ready on time. She looked in the mirror some 100 times before making sure she looked perfect. Sharp at 8pm she went to Mayank's home and rang the bell.

Mayank opened the door and stared at her.

"Oh my god..dont do this to me!" said Mayank.

"What did I do?" said Prachi surprised.

"You look ravishing..what if I get heartattack? I am just a psychiatrist not a cardiologist" said Mayank again with his flirting smile.

Prachi blushed and felt shy.

Mayank took her hand and made her sit on the sofa. Mayank sat on the small chair beside her still holding her hand.

Mayank stared at her for a minute and said "actually I have two things to ask from you Prachi"

"And what are those?" said Prachi, her hands going numb.

Mayank took a deep breath.

"Prachi I want you to forgive Samyu..i mean Samyuktha" said Mayank.

Prachi didn't understand what was Mayank talking about for a second and later got shocked.

"Yes your friend Samyuktha, Prachi" said Mayank.

Prachi took back her hand which Mayank was holding and stared at him with thousand questions in her mind. Mayank looked away from her and stared behind her. Prachi didn't understand where he was looking and turned to the direction where he was looking. Samyuktha was standing there behind her.

Prachi got shocked looking at her after all these years.

"Prachi..hi…how are you?…." said Samyuktha slowly.

Prachi looked back at Mayank.. "So you knew me from before hand..and all this was one big drama?" said Prachi with anger.

"See Prachi..yes I knew you ..but all this is not a drama…don't get me wrong…i…" said Mayank when Prachi cut him in mid-sentence and left his home in rage without looking back.

Mayank ran for her but Prachi didn't let him in her house. She closed the doors and went to her bedroom weeping. Mayank tried calling her mobile, but she kept it off. Mayank tried knocking her door many times but she didn't budge from her bedroom. The whole night Prachi kept reeling back to the time she met Mayank for first time, how she spent time with Mayank and felt sad that all that was a drama. He did it all for Samyuktha not because he liked her. She hated Samyuktha for coming back in her life again. Everything was so beautiful till yesterday. She
ruined everything again.

She slept sobbing in her bedroom and didnt know when it was already 9am in the morning. She realized she had headache and called her office to tell she will be on leave. She noticed a letter near her main door. She knew it must be from Mayank and didn't touch it for long but kept looking at it. After few hours passed she decided to read it. It was not from Mayank but from Samyuktha.

Dear Prachi,

I know you are still very angry with me. And I know I deserved it. Prachi I cam here all the way from US just for you. After leaving college, I soon went to US for higher studies and later married Aakash. Life was rosy for few years but I realized I lost all my friends. Even after marriage Aakash kept in touch with his old school friends but I didn't had any genuine friends. The one genuine friend I had, I broke her heart. I wanted to get in touch with you again but was afraid of your reaction. I tried contacting your parents in delhiand they said you left Bangalore. They told me how much you have changed and distanced yourself from everybody even with your own parents. Then I realized I am the reason behind it. Prachi when I was in college I was naïve and was drawn to all attentions. I didn't understand what was right or wrong. When I was in school, you helped me to come out of my shell and later you went into the same cocoon because of me. You don't know how bad I felt later when I realized my mistake. I wanted to repent for everything I did and wanted to bring back that old charming Prachi.

Mayank is school friend of Aakash. I met him when i visited Indialast time and became good friends. When Mayank decided that he wanted to go to Bangalorefor his medical practice, I told him about you. I asked him if its possible for him to get in touch with you. I took your address from your parents and luckily Mayank got a flat for rent in your apartment. Mayank kept telling me about you whenever he met you. I realized you have changed a lot and felt guilty. Mayank and I decided to tell you about me when the right time comes. Prachi, Mayank likes and respects you a lot. Being a psychiatrist he knew you are not the person you were projecting. He wanted to bring out real you and I was happy that what I couldn't do, atleast he can do that and did that.

Prachi I am leaving to Delhitoday by 5pm flight. I want to say sorry to
you again in person though its ok if you don't forgive me. And one more
thing, if you want to hate me still, its ok, but don't hate Mayank.
Whatever he did was not because I asked him to do but he himself wanted
it to do. I primarily wanted to be in touch with you through Mayank,
nothing else. I am not sure if you will forgive me or not but I want to
say Sorry for one last time.

Love

Samyu.

Prachi read that letter for 10 times and tear swelled from her eyes. At 4'o clock she decided to go to Airport. She reached airport by 4:30 and saw Samyu there. Samyu was overwhelmed with joy when she saw prachi. As Prachi came near she swung and hugged her with tears.

"I knew..i knew you would come" said Samyuktha

"How wouldn't I ..i wanted to hear a sorry from you" said Prachi with tears.

"I am so so so so sorry Prachi..you don't know how happy and relieved I am after all these years…" said Samyuktha.

"Me too…and…I want to say thank you!" said prachi

"Thank you?" puzzled Samyuktha

"Yeah..thank you for sending Mayank in my life" said Prachi

"I guess that was fate Prachi…I didn't send him..but it was a co-incidence that you happened to be my friend…err…aren't we friends"

"Yes..yes..now again don't make me cry..cried a lot since yesterday" said prachi with a smile.

"ha ha ok ok.." said Samyuktha.

"That's bad, you friends are having good time and forgot about me" said Mayank from behind.

Prachi looked back with surprise and became happy to see him there.

"Mayank, you wanted to ask one more thing to Prachi yesterday night right..why don't you ask that?" said Samyuktha looking at Mayank.

"May I madam?" asked Mayank looking at Prachi.

Mayank bent down on his knees and took out a small box from his pocket.

"Will you make tea for me early in the morning everyday , will you cook dinner for me every day, listen to my bak-bak everyday, sleep with me in my bed, ….be my better half for rest of my life" said Mayank showing the ring to her.

"Yes" said Prachi smiling but with tears " you guys are making me cry like anything".

"I hope you will not cry for rest of your life" said Mayank and hugged Prachi.

It was time Samyuktha to leave and she once again hugged and congratulated Prachi. Then congratulated Mayank and thanked him for everything.

A rueful plight!!

2009-01-08T01:28:00.000+05:30

A couple of months ago, software engineers are the most wanted bridegrooms (blue eyed guys :P) despite their bad qualities or poor character. Now, Most parents of brides are no longer searching for IT professionals for marriage. In this world, People easily forget many good things they have got and never forgive the bad things(and it hardly matters they have got or some others have got). I don't know how people laugh at them who are merely responsible for the development of many cities and who made our lives so simple, safe and secure. There are a huge number of things which I don't know and which you all are pretty aware of (good things).

At this eerie state of IT slowdown, job layoffs and losses.., instead of worrying or encouraging them, people are making fun of them by sending such stupid forwards (the above pic). Papam, these days they are doomed and losing their elite. I want them to get the ultimate accolade for bearing all this with their stronger hearts. I hope everyone is blessed with some good and bad qualities. Nobody is perfect. If everything is fine with a guy, I call him god. Don't worry, this is just a temporary phase and definitely there will be a wonderful life waiting for you all.

Dare to be in an IT world.

Mr. and Miss.!!

2009-01-07T00:58:00.000+05:30

Miss thought that Mr. was exhausted with around 3 days long journey back to his college after a long period of around 8 months. But in the train he met his old friends, this overwhelmed him. HE started recalling all the sweet things that they have spent together, relishing all the old days of joy and at the same time he is little disappointed as he is missing her (MISS).Anyways, he is elated and excited extremely. He and his friends were pretty busy in playing games (everyone knew that guys play the hell out of the LAN games), now its long back he played and he is back to the form again. While playing, at exactly 10.30 PM, as usual he got a call from her. He asked her to sleep and said that he might not talk as all of them were involved in playing some games . She in general cannot sleep without talking to him or without hearing his goodnight. She anticipated a call and awaited for it.

She was vexed of it and then, despite waiting, she had a nap. She kept a few reminders to get up and have a talk with him after a couple of minutes. Then at 11.30 PM, She called him with a sneaky feeling that he would give the same answer as earlier. haan!!...expected thing had occur ed but this time he said that he would ping her once his game was over.

She never stopped calling him.
Then at 11.45 PM, she asked him in a lower voice "Are you still busy!!". He angrily asked her to sleep. Though she is a bit furious, she understood the situation and she left.

She never stopped!!
And at 11.58 PM she tried calling him, she heard "The vodafone customer you are trying to call is busy right now, Please call him after some time!!". She is disappointed, she is crying, she is enraged..., yet she never stopped calling him, she tried again and again. After 2 mins, at exactly 12'0 clock, Miss felt happy as his phone was free and she could hear caller tune.., but Mr. did not answer the call. At 12:02 AM He picked the call and she screamed slowly "Many more happy returns of the day!!By the way, Whose is the first wish..??" He was happy., he got that she wanna wish him first .., and replied her that he was cutting the cake and his friends were giving bumps. Still, She asked him "Once you are finished with all the celebrations, don't forget to call and wake me. I will be sleeping"

As she was unable to send him a gift, she wished to call him and give him the first birthday wish. She wanted him to know that only for that purpose she irritated him and called him for so many times. She did not know that he got her (actually, he did not let her know that he got her). So, she was impotent and this worry made her asleep. As He is her only asset, She again thought to call him and explain him her so called distress. This time, it grieved him and so he huffily said her "Don't embarrass me yaar, All of us are playing here, people are waiting for my turn, this is a big game,,, I will call you but I don't know by what time we stop it..please don't wait for me and sleep dear!!Don't wait for me, I will wake you up once I am done with it." This time she cried and scolded him "Can't you spare even 10mins of your time with me. I don't know whether its the right time to upset you or not, I just wanna wish you first, but I could not, u grieved me!!Bye, don't talk to me ever". Enough, this caused him to think and it made him to call her and said.., "I knew it beforehand, but I am Sorry for not letting you know and I never feel that this will make you gloomy..!!" . Finally, She smiled and told him that she wanted him not only to support her in harder times but also to satisfy her little desires. And she also said "Forgive me for making you feel sad with my stubbornness!! and again I wish you have a very cheerful bday and colorful life ahead." Here it ends saying Life is beautiful, Love is what, that makes Life more and more beautiful..Enjoy all the sweet and hot flavors of life!!!

All this sounds silly and insane.I don't know why I am writing this in my blog, I cannot express all their emotions and I don't have any soft corner on Mr. or Miss. I assure that you all go mad by reading this because, there is nothing to fight or nothing to worry or nothing in thisss., it is just a SWEET NOTHING!!

Cheers!!

Have a Blast!!

2008-12-31T14:38:00.000+05:30

So, the year draws to a close....and now, its the time to make resolutions and start the coming colorful year.
Today morning, Anji,Babli,Kishore,Sri and I tried making new year resolutions!!!
The crap goes here....

Me: "wazz up?? ny resolutions so far?? "
Kish: "did u ever implement them??"
Maddy: "If I implement it, I say I won!! And If I am failed: I say Its not meant to implement.., its juz my timepass!! :P"
Anji: "Maddy...!!what were your last year resolutions??"

After a Biggggg PAUSE (weak memory) ...

Me: "It was.......aahh!! not to take any weird decisions!!"
Sri: "yeah!! Better lets not to take any....better not to be sad if they are broken up"
Kish: "so.., have u succeeded in not taking any such decisions??anywayz, we never stop taking decisions and also.., it hardly matters whether we implemented it or not!!"

huh...!!wham!!

I cannot argue with Kishore (Psychos :P) and I also know that it is impossible to improve perfection and so we junked the whole idea of resolutions..From my birth, I celebrated each and every year in my sweet home with my parents or friends, who ever..But, I am a bit depressed as this is the first time I am staying outside home and I want this to be the last too.
No probs,

Lets welcome the fresh year with new colors, dreams, wishes, joys, resolutions,
Lets cherish each moment and each second it beholds,
Lets have a blast and celebrate this wonderful new year !!!!

and ( A nice SMS)

I Wish in 2oo9 God gives You all...
12 Month of Happiness,
52 Weeks of Fun,
365 Days Success,
8760 Hours Good Health,
52600 Minutes Good Luck,
3153600 Seconds of Joy...and that's all!

Cheers!!!

A strange sunday :)

2008-12-31T05:15:00.000+05:30

Last Sunday me and my dad went to Hyderabad. Actually we both had not planned anything before.., as I missed my bus, we both caught some other train and blah blah.., somehow we came. Leave it, I am too curious to start the topic!! After coming here (I was happy to visit hyd again), fortunately we met my cousin, who is working in an infrastructure company. He took us to his office for leaving my luggage there. It being a Sunday, nobody was in office, and as my cousin is a Senior Executive (hothead it seems:P) in his company and because of his great fidelity, he has got many rights. We sat in the conference room, we read news, we switched on the projector, watched some movies, had tasty food there (it was cooked by office boy :P), chatted and relaxed for few hours.

Believe me.., its not my dream :) its not my home, Its an OFFICE (a four floored building with sound security). Even though I do do not have any work in my company, I never dared to do such informal things. I was badly bewildered and have been blabbering that his boss will throw him one day .., but he is really proud of his attitude and instead he also said that his boss is not all fastidious about employee's behaviour. What a cool boss!!

After lunch, I checked my mails in his system and I thought to have bathe as well :P. But I was little hesitated to do so :), then we all went to Hyderabad Central (generally I used to go with a fool :P, Tarun got it??:P) and we watched a Telugu movie. And from there, again we went to his office, took the luggage and we went to catch a bus which was at 8 in the night. Now, I am badly missing his office and I just left with that memories :P..,

And here, I forgot to tell about my dad's feelings: All fuzzy expressions are expected and to my surprise, he is asking my cousin to join me in his company with his recommendation :P :) :)

Haha Really funny, the whole day I was laughing at their conversation.., I love you papa.

And Bhaiyya...you are the firebrand!! Life is rocking there...I am proud of you and your attitude!!! Informal attitude reloaded :P :P

I cannot forget this blissful Sunday and Isn't it sounding strange?? Please dear readers, put ur comments!!but plz don't ask where is ur cousin working? :P

....my psenti to-do list!!!

2008-12-18T10:32:00.000+05:30

"It feels lonely here...I am not willing to make new friends here..It freaks me out to do something in order to get out of you and your memories...!!I rather prefer living in the memories of the past than finding any replacements..But now, I cannot help. My friends and other people inspired me to start the count down and to jot my to-do list for a few days and then.., by doing so, I get used to it.."

So....Here, I started the list.I named the list as psenti why because.., its the last one for this year and to be frank its the first one as well :P.

Dec-18th: Pack all the least wanted things as I am going home, I will leave there all these unwanted stuff.

Dec-19th: Say "Bye" to all the bloggers, colleagues and friends...most probably, this is the last post for this year as I guess I could not blog from my home and after coming back, I never know I will have ample time or not :P

Dec-20th: Attend my friend's marriage and wish her "Happy married life!!"

Dec-21st: Go to my sister's hostel, take her out and celebrate her bday!!

Dec-22nd: search for Nokia care center and drop my stupid mobile there.

Dec-23rd: Visit all my relatives home and have delicious food with them.

Dec-24th: Spend a couple of hours in chatting with my loving mom and dad.

Dec-25th: Go to Church.., 5 mins of prayer and then, Wish and sing a song for my lord Jesus.."happy bday!!la la la.."

Dec-26th: Ask my brother to copy all the new movies, new softwares and many more into my lapi. :) :)

Dec-27th: Last day @ home.., little shopping.., few settlements.., packing all things back!!

Dec-28th: Bubye Mom and Dad.., Luv u my home!! :( :waa..

Dec-29th: back to my bloody office!!client calls.., team meetings.., project discussions and what not!! :P :P

Dec-30th: Busy life Busy life...Busy life busy life Maddy life.......................

Dec-31st: if possible, I will come up with a post about my new year Resolutions!!

Finally, I am happy as I am going home and meeting all my friends, relatives..................yippie!! :) :)

tragedy of my mobile :(

2008-12-12T13:59:00.000+05:30

I am a mobile lover. Because of my passion in having different mobiles, I changed four mobiles in my four years of B.E. While purchasing mobiles, generally I go for slim despite sturdy ones at the same time I cannot afford huge money on them too. Recently, I have bought a new Nokia 5220 Xpress Music (and yeah, its my 5th mobile for 8K) from a Hotspot Mobile store in Bangalore. Due to my long chattings and late night calls, its speaker has got spoiled in less than a week period :( :(... So, I could not bear this anymore, my mobile sickness disturbed me.I thought that it is of no use spending days worrying for a tiny stupid speaker and then somehow I fetched the address of Nokia Care center, went there and from then onwards, it's working completely.., pretty cool.

For next two weeks, the routine thing happened....I began using it badly speaking too many hours but, on an Awesome day, we went to a trip, there I dropped and left in water for 1-2 hrs approximately :P. This was my mistake, I was totally in high spirits that day which made me to forget to put it in my bag and instead I had taken with me into water. Later, I found it has lost the display and I gave it in an extraordinary service center :P. They took good care of it :P, they also stole mike from the mobile, they cheated and returned me. (innocent me :(...) I could not realise their bloody intelligence, I never had a thought that people commit such thefts, people are fraud, they steal and sell such things and so I did not look back, and I also gave 650 bucks to that fellow and instead I was very happy with their work at that moment. The next minute when I went back to my home, I sensed that again it's mike is not working...Ahh, god!!!its pathetic........I ran to that service center, and when I asked him what had happened to my mobile..??,

He simply said..."we are not at all responsible for the manufacturing stuff, we just did chemical wash and that's it...!! one more thing: in future you may face many more problems like....Ringer can get damaged, key pad can get disabled and so on..." I was helpless and showed my anger on him by scolding..."Are you crazy??Enough, take this mobile, take all parts from this..., this is a customer service center and If you are unable to satisfy the customers.., what's the need, why are you here??don't call it service center any more...". After going back from there, he sent a message to me as if I am crying, as if he is not responsible for any thing and as if he is my boy friend..."Sorry Miss.., don't cry.., ur mobile is good and you are fortunate enough...as it's display has not yet damaged, Enjoy it using headset."

Thus, I decided that it is better to give it in company's care center where I got its speakers back, I went there asking to change the mike of the set. I became a daily customer to that shop. After checking it, the guy told me that it at least takes twenty days to get repaired as they have to send it to Nokia headquarters. I actually had no ample time to wait as I was shifted to Pune, and so, I left it like that and I am still managing and enjoying it using my head set. The only tragedy is it is not even a month, its pretty new mobile, still it has been suffering from many problems. I pray God to save my Mobile's life and in soon I could see it in a sound position.

today's fortune

2008-12-11T16:45:00.000+05:30

Today's Fortune:

1. You may lose a profitable business deal because of your over-caution.
2. You could be less sociable today and will be running the risk of alienating friends and family. Be careful, or you may realize it too late!
3. You will spend the afternoon with your family, making future plans and enjoying harmony.

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Coming to the first one......

yeah, I may lose a profitable business deal.... :) :) I can't believe it.... :P :P as if I am the Project Lead!!! and it happens because of my over-caution!!really great..as far as my concern, I am not at all cautious or I am least worried about things happening around me..how can I be over cautious?? I did not lose any things!!

Next one.......

Today, I realised the importance of all my friends and as I am damn cool, I decided to make a move towards a few of my dear ones in the weekend.... :) :) just the opposite has happened.

and the last one....

this afternoon is too monotonous, I am sick of this life, I don't have any work and so, I squandered lots of hours on rambling here and there....

Though the things in horoscope happen scarcely, I keep checking it each and everyday. I don't know why I read it everyday..., may be I am really cautious about the bad crap that might disturb me.... or may be I am waiting for the day on which the things in horoscope will come true :) :) !!!! I am sorry if I hurt any horoscope lovers.. :P :P

An other routine tale

2008-12-08T15:40:00.000+05:30

we (lot many names to mention, i can't pen down) people are really poor as we all have been roaming like dogs from one place to another place since last two months. Frankly speaking, people are extremely exhausted and not all interested in migration, atleast Company should certify us and should be proud of our pretty good flexibility.

haha...Now its pune again!!!!
We got down from bus at around 4.00 A.M in the morning, and took some auto waalas help to land up in a hotel. As our divine's fate, due to marriage season, each and every small hotel is eventually occupied!!and we were in a position that we badly wanna run away from this bloody hell.

I don't know why these higher officials are playing with us, but we can't help ourselves. City is certainly bad with poor transport and weird things all around. Anyways, I don't have enough words or adjectives left with me to blame this city, but I am really feeling bad as it's gonna happen again which I thought "it was all over!!" and so, I was happy. I wanna scream loudly that I hate this city and I wanna go my home... :( :(. I have to be grateful towards all my friends for making me comfortable even in this pathetic conditions, I love you all ....!! Life is long and so, our survival is important..., I suppose, in soon we surely add colors to our lives and make Life colorful... :) cheers!!!!!!

Bubye Bangalore!!

2008-12-04T16:47:00.000+05:30

B-Best
B-Bench
B-Bangalore
B-Bye!!

I love everything about this city Bangalore except the traffic, and I am sure that 90% of software employees prefer Bangalore as a best place to work for and talking about City- It would have been better if it is named as Mall City instead of Garden city. I love all the malls, Ccd's, McDonald's, KFCs, and what not?? Now, I have to leave this place, as I have been shifted to Pune. Though I stayed here for only 35 days and putting aside a few bitter experiences, I cannot afford to forget this place which had left me many sweet memories and it's the time to take farewell from all my wingies and loved ones :( :(

I love you and I miss you Bangalore!!!

height of stupidity!!

2008-12-04T15:16:00.000+05:30

I don't know how to define stupidity and what it means exactly, but it's one of my mightiest possession I can say. You cannot dare to imagine, just because of this stupid characteristic, some guys have skipped their hearts, a few have fallen in love with me :P, a few had a great impression on me :P and of course one or two detest me as well. I want to share this incident that happened recently and with this, I hope you will love to be stupid and stupids like me will be proud of foolishness :P(just kidding). Before starting I would like to give a little introduction about my job. I am working in a MNC which has certain rules and regulations, which throws people and which also seeks for a reason to fire people.

1. Left my Id card: I had to have my hair cut as I don't like to have big hair. So I decided and went to a saloon which is nearby to my home and because of power cut there, I left my id card over there, went back to home and chatted with roommates happily.

2. Applying for new id: And the next day, I realized that I forgot it somewhere, so I told security people that I have lost it, thinking that they will allow me inside. In the mean while I thought that I will loose it one day and it's better to always have a copy with me. Coming back to security, instead of allowing me, they made me to wait almost 3 hrs and asked me to take permissions from RM(reporting manager), unit HR, LM(Location Manager). Adding to that, I had enough scoldings from some stupids in my office and anyways I finally had to apply for a new i-card...

3. Got my old card back: this is a real mystery, I somehow got my old card with the help of my loving friend "Sri" and so, I thought I would cancel my request as they will deduct few bucks from my salary for new card. My innocence and smartness imposed me to go to one of the managers for asking him to cancel my request. There, he advised me to take new card because they had cut all access to my old card and he also asked me to return that old card. There, I begged and argued that I cannot return the old card and asked him simply what will happen if it is with me anyways it's not having any access now. He called his senior who warned me badly to keep only one card with me and have taken back my old card and issued some stupid temporary pass. :( :(

4. New card: I also got a mail from ID card help desk asking me to submit scanned copies of my latest photo and signature in order to get new card as early as possible. I was vexed with all these waste formalities and somehow ended up submitting whatever they asked successfully. After a couple of days, I got my new i-card back.

huh....it's not yet over.., the tragedy of this story is I have lost Rs.200/- for new id card (actually my salary for this month is -200 :( :( ..., that's an other story), I also have to give my old card (I am sentimental towards my first i-card :P) and yeah.., I was noticed by a new idiot, who scolds and comments me badly everyday for no reason. I know people like me are still not getting adopted to these hell rules in companies and are been under many small small or big big hurdles. But I suggest you all to enjoy each and every situation, as we all are least worried about the professional lives. :) :) Live life to the max, no compromises!!!

so, isn't it the height of stupidity?? :P :P

waterfalls!!!an Awesome day!!

2008-12-01T17:23:00.000+05:30

After all these monotonous working days, last weekend, me, Sridevi, Srikar, Shalini and Anji planned for a one day trip to Shivasamudram (its a worth visiting place for all the nature lovers). This was 125kms away from Bangalore and as far as I know, it is the second largest waterfalls in India and sixteenth largest waterfalls in the world. Though I was badly reluctant to get up early in the morning, Sri imposed me to take bath and get ready by 20 minutes and yeah, all this was a pretty planned trip as we started at sharp 7.15 A.M from BTM and thus we are just proud of our punctuality. We booked a Cab from our home and within an hour we reached Maddur where we had delicious breakfast in a Karnataka style restaurant. And after that, we started playing games, listening as well as singing to songs, commenting on each other and had a great fun. Then, we reached Shivasamudram at around 11.30 A.M.

Actually there are two waterfalls by which Shivasamudram is segmented into left and right.., the first and left one is "Gaganchukki" . This was just stupendous. The sound, the view, the water made us serenely quiet. We spend some time by taking snaps and gossipping on. And then, there is a cascading waterfalls, the right one named "Barachukki". I guess this is the apt season as their flow is pretty enormous and roaring. By seeing these amazing falls, all of us were thrilled and ran near to them, had a trip through a small boat that in turn tempted us to go and have a dip in it. We just broke the rules and cautions over there and completely drenched in the clean water with "Who cares" attitude :). The only tragedy caused by the lovely falls here is all of our mobiles stopped working as we forgot to put them aside and have taken them into water along with us, we had taken our mobiles with us. And a few applauds to Anji as he saved the lives of 2,3 fellows. There we started going back in the afternoon at 2.30 P.M. We were badly hungry and vexed.

On the way back to Bangalore, as we had ample time, we also decided to go to TALAKAD, a town surrounds with many interesting legends, I don't know much about its history but I came to know that it is famous for five Shiva temples and sand dunes from Shalini, as this naughty girl kept on slandering about the greatness of this place :P. We visited all the five temples, and here, Anji and Shalini were pretty interested in knowing about all the mysteries behind this place and so they took the help of a guide who speaks only in Kannada(he does not know either Telugu, Hindi or English) :P. They tried hardly in understanding his language even though both of them don't know Kannada, at the same time, Srikar was on phone, trying badly to explain his girl friend the beauty of these places, Sridevi was behind Anji and Shalini jotting a few points about the history as if there was a seminar :P, and yeah, I was busy in eating coconut and asking the guide some doubts in Kannada :P. We also had a small shopping and That's it. Then, it was 7.00 P.M, we started back to Bangalore with no more halts except at Mc.Donald's to have our dinner and reached home at 11.30 P.M.

It was the one and only trip in Bangalore which we are proud of for making it the most memorable and cherishable with our default enthu and thrill. And I suggest people in Bangalore to go and enjoy this sceneric natural beauty!!!

B'lore paani poori!!

2008-11-26T02:01:00.000+05:30

Among all food items, foodies like me are fond of junk food. I don't know whether its hygienic or not, I consider it as the ultimate food. When ever I am feeling low or depressed, in order to get rid of that state, I just enjoy eating chaats or any other junk food. To top the list would always be Pani puri or golgappas or tikkias, .. however you call it, the ultimate street food I believe. When I recall my bitsian days, we used to have a jaunt to Noothan by bicycles which was quite a few metres away from my hostel, we would spend that evening by eating golgappas, aloo tikka, and we used to have a great masthi over there. And when I recall my days at STC,hyd...this might sound insane but almost on every weekend or of course on some alternate weekdays we used to go out to Anand theatre (exactly in front of that theatre, there is a pani puri wala), in Begumpet for having golgappas.I love eating there and now, yeah I miss it.

Though Bangalore is famous for its own food items like Idly, Dosa, Vada, rotti etc., I am fortunate enough to see a lot many pani puri wala's in the city. But I had golgappas rarely in bangalore why because here, these people mix onions in the chaat masala and thus, I don't feel like tasting it.Yesterday when I went for giving my cell in Nokia care, he said that he would take some time to get it repaired and asked me to come back. So, we thought of wandering for couple of minutes, we found Bake magic near ICICI bank and went in, there pani puri looked really yummie, I could not control myself and (yeah why should I, anyways) tempted badly and had there..I loved it. And finally now I got a place to have pani puri again, so I again continue my old style of having it everyday. :) :) Eat and Enjoy!!!!

Few Acknowledgements:

I would like to thank Sridevi for accompanying me to Bake magic yesterday and spending her precious time in having pani puri. I am grateful to the person who gave me pani puri in a clean and green plate. And finally I love myself for finding a paradise of panipuri (Bake magic).

What's Wrong??

2008-11-24T15:41:00.000+05:30

Every day while leaving office, we (I & Sridevi) have to catch either a bus or a cab to our home which is located near BTM reliance fresh. As our office is in electronic city and its been an extremely busy zone, there are mostly heavy vehicles carrying spare parts & materials, a 20-seated bus jam packed with some 200 people in it, there are no zebra crossings or signals which makes it all the more horrible to walk to reach forth.

One fine day, as usual, we somehow managed to cross the road and we stood waiting for the stupid 600 BUS. There, we must have looked like tiny specks in front of those huge good carriers and vehicles., a Cab stopped right before us. I was wondering if he had a change of mind and was going to turn or do something else. I looked up the vehicle to see the driver's face through the glass window. He was waiting there and gesturing me to walk on. I stood for an instant, puzzled, then with a grateful smile on my face (thinking that he will say “No”) and asked him “Bhaiyya, BTM??” To my surprise, he welcomed us into his cab, he did not let any others inside, he did not halt it even a single time also, he played cool and lovely songs from Gangster as well…, and yeah, at that time, I got a call from my boy friend….the conversation was….

Cherry: Madhu, are you busy???

Me: nothing, I just got into Cab and I am on the way to my home..

Cherry: Are you crazy??Don’t go by cabs in the evening times, you never know…what happens and you are new to this city "Bangalore"…so, going by cabs especially for girls...it not safe and secure!!!any how…I suppose…, you are half intelligent.., you would have a company of few more guys with you…

Me: I just shut my mouth and I didn’t speak a word….I am sorry yaar…I am alone..sorry again, we are alone!!

Cherry: Oopz….Who are “we”??

Me: please don’t make me scared….here “We= myself and Sri”

Cherry: (oh..this girl is stupid again, every time here and then, she will come up with a new hurdle).Okay, don’t you worry…Did you see the Cab num or something???
Me: I cannot ask him to stop and it looks awkward if I get down and go for jotting his cab number. :P

Cherry: hmm enough of sarcasm…don’t be scared and don’t be stupid any more…Take care dear….will catch you in couple of minutes.
[She is my girl…, at least she is good at escaping... :P ]

Me: haha,,.It’s just 5:45 PM…..nothing will happen… (God, help us…we both are lovely and poor :P :P).bubye…
(Forget about cherry, I am not talking about him..)

Then... why is there so much of mistrust or uncertainty among people. Everyone on the world is a stranger to one another. It looks like, it is not safer to trust a stranger than someone we have known over a considerable period of time. I am pathetic when it comes to judging people.., I somehow end up thinking that all are good and nice. Then, why do they create situations which threats a relationship?! We are social beings and there will be communication at certain levels. So, What’s wrong in having “Trust” on others???

Here, we reached BTM in around some 40 minutes. Thank god, he safely dropped us and adding to it, he refused taking money when I was trying to give him 50 bucks. We both were shocked and stood placid for few minutes and concluded that “The easier it is: to live in this world, though I am not sure what happiness or sadness..give all your love and affection to people and surely, they would not forget it..,”. In much simpler terms: “If you are nice to people.., definitely they will be nice and they treat you well in return…!!”. We smiled, thanked and said him “We love you, Bhaiyya!!” and thus we left.

What do I write??

2008-11-19T15:25:00.000+05:30

Being absolutely jobless and vetty, especially when I am alone, sometimes and that too for too longtime.....It really SUCKS!! At least if I had company (the right one, of course! :P), I probably would not realise...This drives me crazy...I have tried each and everything to kill time and now I am badly running out of things to do!! I wanted to ramble on, as usual, about some random crap, again to kill time and I could not even figure out a topic, to write about...Life on bench is getting so monotonous and boring......

May be I should get some books to read and enlighten myself which I never attempted this kind of stuff before....!! May be I have to involve in self-learning about WPF(so called project..I got here!!)....!! or May be I do discover some proxies to open ORKUT or INDYAROCKS to surf over .....

My happiness is because of you......

2008-11-19T03:50:00.000+05:30

You are the one .....

who warms my soul,

who lifts up my spirits,

who softens my mind,

who soothes my heart,

who brightens my days,

who dances in my dreams,

who lingers in my thoughts,

who makes me smile and smile,

who accepts and treats me as I am.......,

who guides me in the dark,

who hears my deep feelings,

who holds me wid gentle hands,

who fills joys throughout my life,

who walks with me even in hurdles,

who makes my life so precious and cherishable,

who wins my heart, my breath, my love and my soul....!!!!!!!!

Monday Morning ..!!

2008-11-18T07:00:00.000+05:30

After a hectic scheduled and pretty busy weekend, here comes the beautiful day, MONDAY. Why does it have to be Monday again? Wasn’t it just Monday the other day or something???

I don't know why but I hate Monday from my childhood. Of course, People I know have complained // have been complaining the same thing - but MY Papa always says: Welcome a Monday morning with smile and pleasure. :P

My first words after getting up are "Monday should not be a working day Sri…What say??!!". Then her response was: "Maddy!!You told the same thing on Friday morning also :) :)". On the way to my office....When I was sitting in the cab and looking at the routine things, I was really surprised to hear some strange words from backies(people sitting back to me!!).."It’s the time of week again. This week should be a perfect. Well let’s follow some tips for the week” and you know there was a list that goes like...plan the week, listen to the past, aware of the news and blah!!

There, I started reacting at each tip. Think positive being an optimist.. :) :)

1. Plan your week: I guess planning the week may add excitement to the moodyMonday morning. And yeah, it triggers all the days in a week to “Busy” status.

2. Listen to the past: Actually I am not much into this, so I don’t have any idea about this tip.

3. Aware of the news: May be this tip is followed by many but I never do. That's another irrelevant thing.

I don’t want to follow any sort of this crap but I just want to create for myself a mindset about Mondays. Hope, next time I will come up with a wonderful medicine for a mighty Monday.

Hi chocolate lovers...!!

2008-11-13T08:00:00.000+05:30

All about chocolates!!

Chocolate has long been associated with passion and love. Its Latin name, Theobroma, means “food of the Gods.” There are many events that go into the history of chocolate and for chocolate fans, the journey gets all the more exciting with each advanced chocolate version. Since centuries, chocolate has been welcomed with smiles.From the first bitter drink to a refined version of chocolate, the world of chocolate lovers has many chapters to reveal and amuse itself. However, chocolate by any name tastes just as delicious and rich as the name goes…

Chocolate truffles....Truffles are simple, elegant candies that let the true flavor of good-quality chocolate shine. Traditionally, these are formed into small balls and rolled in cocoa powder, giving them a rustic look reminiscent of their fungal namesakes. These can also be dipped in chocolate or formed in candy molds for a more finished look. Over all available truffles, I go for chocolate malt,caramel,dark chocolate,black forest and hazel nut melt away truffles.

Chocolate fudge recipes....Fudge is a popular candy with seemingly endless variations. Fudge recipes vary widely, but most call for chocolate, sugar, butter, and milk or cream. Other common additives include marshmallow fluff, flavored extracts, and chopped nuts.

Chocolate Fruit Candies ....Chocolate and fruit are a natural combination. Fresh fruit is divine when dipped in chocolate, and dried fruit can add a great texture and flavor boost to all manner of chocolate candies. This is what I can say about chocolate fruit candy. and yeah, here comes my favourite...

Chocolate Nuts....Because sometimes you feel like a nut! Nuts are a great addition to chocolate fudge, truffles, bark, and more. There is an easy way to add a slightly savory taste and crunchy texture to smooth, rich chocolate. I generally love Belgian chocolate nuts.

Now, here is a good news for all dark chocolate lovers. Cadbury India Ltd. recently announced the launch of CADBURY BOURNVILLE FINE DARK CHOCOLATE, the first dark chocolate product from the much-loved Cadbury India basket. Made from the finest ingredients, each individually presented CADBURY BOURNVILLE FINE DARK CHOCOLATE is an irresistible in-the-mouth delight specially created to savour the Indian palate. And with 44% cocoa from the world’s finest Ghana beans and an ever so smooth texture, each little chunk is dark and undeniably good.A natural source of anti-oxidants, CADBURY BOUNRVILLE FINE DARK CHOCOLATE just makes us feel good about giving in to our chocolate cravings. Dark Chocolate acts as a mood-booster and is loved by because of its rich taste and intrinsic health.

According to me...Nothing can be compared to the experience of tasting a delectable bar of chocolate. And "Nine out of ten people like chocolate. The tenth person always lies..." :) :) . And I also believe that Chocolate does not mean "food of the Gods" and rather it is "God of the foods...!!" because of its delightful and yummy taste.

why dayz are running fast??

2008-10-29T10:57:00.000+05:30

Here 'Feeling' is a keyword which means "Days are running fast!!".

I hope almost 95% people in the World have this feeling of running life. Everyday when we get up in the morning.., with a wish "Good morning Sunshine!!" we plan to do many things and those things linger in the thoughts through out the day. But whether successfully completing the work or not is the least important to me.

When I go back to July'08 life, I was having the feeling, because at that time, I was in my sweet home, totally involved in enjoying my holidays. When I go back to July'06 life, I was having the same feeling, because at that time, I was in my 3rd year of B.E, yeah.., I suppose I need not explain why I had that feeling as everyone is aware of the lovely life at our Engineering days. But when I go back to Jan'08, I just had the opposite feeling because at that time, my situation was horrible that I already discussed in one of the posts :P. So, the thing is, this feeling does not depend on time(as I guess everyone is blessed with 24hrs a day!!). Rather it depends on happiness!!

Because wherever we go, wherever we are..., whatever the situation is, or whatever the location is....., if we like, we enjoy, we love and we are wildly satisfied in doing the work and if it is done heart fully...definitely once if it gets over, we feel that it is no more and we believe that days are fast. and yeah.., I always have a thought "why a day has only 24 hrs?? it would be great if it had 40 hrs!!...I pity a day...its pretty poor :P :P" a line from my theory. It was aah....4 months back when I came here to Hyderabad, but I feel it as just 2 months+ 10 days according to "mYday" theory!! My theory says that "One happy day(mYday) should be blessed with 38 hrs or 38+..., and One sad day should be blessed with less than 15 hrs!! One 50-50 day is fine with 24hrs or yet to be discovered..................,". According to this theory, I really had a "WOWWWW" life in this 4 months and so I counted it to be 2+ months.

And I never know that I will change this theory or not, I have to append it simultaneously, if there are more happier days ahead in my life......!!!Eagerly waiting for those days...!!I love you life......!!

kuch tho hua hain!!

2008-10-25T11:41:00.000+05:30

When I heard that somebody take more time to sleep after lying on the bed, I laughed at them and thought them as fools as those guys might be over worried about the next day or may be their brains are accessing the issues that are running through out the day. I had this opinion because I never faced this kind of situation and rather I will have a nap when I get short span of time.

Something is happening!!
But for last few days, things have become different. I have been spending sleepless nights and I am missing my beauty sleep. My beauty sleep is like: Going to bed at late night, in a rested and perfectly happy mood, sleeping all through the night, warm bed sheet, cool temperature, my pillows just fluffy enough and waking up when my cell alarms. Instead of this, yesterday when I was lying on my bed, I did not feel like sleeping at 12'o clock. So, I went, I took my laptop, I watched a movie which I in fact had seen it for more than 100 times. I tried hard to sleep and as again I failed, I thought I would have tried to think of some work that makes me tired and drives me to sleep. Anyways, I tried that later and I got more things to do. Then I opened my beautiful bag :) for nano Ipod, I connected it to laptop. Actually, I was unable to fetch time for synchronizing it, so finally I succeeded in doing that.

After doing all these stupid things, the time was 2.30 A.M. So, again I tried badly to sleep, that was a poor try, I failed again :P. Then I got up seriously, I mixed two colors of nail polish and applied to my fingers. Thank god, nobody noticed it, it was looking weird. I was hungry, ate horlicks. I have gone mad, that time balance in my mobile was Rs. 0.08, otherwise I would have disturbed some innocent fellows. Still I had an option to disturb my boyfriend as I had reliance. I am grateful to Reliance. I already disturbed him many times and I allowed him to sleep as he was extremely exhausted. But this time the devil rose and the level of madness was burst and it compelled me to disturb my love. So, I called him. He is the sweetest hunk, as he understood my problem, he talked to me for sometime and finally he made me to sleep. I guess I slept at around 4.00 A.M.

The reason behind my unusual insomniac nights is "SOMETHING". That something could be both sadness and happiness. Sadness is because of leaving STC (STC sickness :P) and happiness is because of going to Bangalore. I think I would have done something good in past because whenever I wish a thing, that will happen somehow. Thing is if I really want something, I will get it. :) :P. I madly wished to go to Bangalore, I got posting over there and I will be going there in couple of days. I am fortunate enough to turn up the things into my favor, will and wish. ATTITUDE RELOADED!!!!

My sweeet dream...!!!

2008-10-03T16:53:00.000+05:30

Friday morning...I got up at 8.00 A.M as usual....I had to be in class by 9.00 A.M. I got ready,, I locked my room....and While on the way to Lab, I was shocked by seeing all different(VIBGYOR) colors of roses. At that moment, I felt like...Am I in STC ?? or somewhere in Kerala's RoseGarden!! :) :) . I thought that I felt so because I could not come out of my beauty sleep and yeah, I just left .

When I came to Lab, I was again surprised by a Bed welcoming me instead of Computers and Chairs!! and U know, there was a BIG GIFT Box on which "Maddy...This is for you" was written on it. I screamed aloud and I ran, I jumped on that bed which consisted of many teddy bears (of PINK color) and I arranged all those teddies beside me....and then I started...., opening the gift box. Just before doing that, I found some card (ha ha) on which some steps were mentioned to be followed :) :).....those were

1. Have a smile on your face.
2. Close your Eyes and then start opening it......

So, I did so whatever steps they wanted me to do.....I ripped that packet and when I opened that box.., i realised that someone was hitting me...It was Pressi..(my roommate).She was shouting "Maddy get up..We are late again...Its 8.30!!"...I was like ..same stupid old bed...with no teddies :( :( Oh it was a dream...and I uttered "uff..yaar Pressi, you would have allowed me to sleep for 1 more min!! I missed my gift". Then I rushed..I hurried like hell and finally I had my breakfast also :) thanks to Tarun who signed for me...otherwise I had to guss my breakfast and die with empty stomach.

After going to class, I generally do not have any work so I started thinking about my dream.. I hope I got that dream because of my passion towards pink articles, lovely pics in my mailbox...and I am eagerly waiting for a gift which will be sending by Cherry :) :). This is What I concluded at the end. By the way, the dream was really pleasant and lovely.

“Dream what you wanna dream, Go where you wanna go, Be what you wanna be, because You have only one life...and one chance to do all the things you wanna do!!!!”

Thank God, it waz all over!! ----1 (JAN)

2008-10-01T17:56:00.000+05:30

Yesterday, When I was going through all my older mails... I saw one mail "Mydiary.doc". which was sent by "saimadhuri@non.agilent.com(myself)"!! from then..I started remembering that pathetic solitary life for five and half months....

On Jan 6th'2008...cherry's b'day!! I was in a beautiful place "CITY GURGAON". Gurgaon is one of Delhi’s four major satellite cities. It is termed as the Seattle of India. It is also called the mall of India due to the sprawling shopping malls that have mushroomed to live up to the deeper pockets of the residents of Gurgaon and nearby Delhi state. Then coming to the quality of life..it remains of high standards due to maintenance and an ample supply of water,electricity n blah...!! These were the things we get from Google!! but i never expected the other side as "DANGEROUS CITY, CORRUPTED CITY " what I exactly mean is it is the home of all evils and threats". and one more irritating thing with the city is "Poor transportation rather I call it worst".

There it started, I and my dad took a cab and had a jaunt over the whole city.I screamed by seeing many skyscrapers, shopping malls and planned what to do with my stipend!! :) :) and after that we had dinner. That night., I was unable to sleep, might be tensed because of next day's orientation or worried about my dad as he was leaving me alone there. I know that "Life is about feeling happy with what WE HAVE" but at that moment I left with NOTHING.. I was left all "ALONE".

ALONE: I don't know about some people who love to be alone. But according to me..its a complex task. I strongly feel it as hard thing,hard life, hard thought, hard moment. everything remains hard when you are alone!!and if you are alone, your mind is not alone. Generally after 7 semesters of my college life...staying alone was really hard. Sometimes our heart must be hard to face this sort of things :P. Life of mine became tasteless, monotonous, boring. I used to feel a second as a minute, a minute as a hour,an hour as a day!!

After few days, I decided to spend all my weekends in Pilani.So one day, i jotted all holidays, weekends and I called cherry and told him all my trips to Pilani. But then, I worried more about week days!!Still I could not do anything. When I was unable to find solution or when I have nothing to do.., I cry like hell. So, I cried, criedd, crieddd.....No one was there to console me. Like this, I had to spend 5 months!!Poor kid :( :( .

This was just about JAN. and here, I did not describe "Blue Board Story"{ I can't forget that sweet journey to BITS on 25th Jan}. And I assure that I will post about this as early as possible.

Days in Corporate world...

2008-08-30T18:46:00.000+05:30

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just 3 months back…, I was a student doing my last sem of B.E….
getting up at 11:30 AM…
always passing my time with all friends!!
gussing classes like anything….
chitchatting with people in my block….
Spending maximum time at mess!!
playing many games….

always in casuals...
24/7 available in GTALK
busy in “NOTHING” mind it…”JUST NOTHING”

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apart from that………,
now I cannot imagine myself as a person working in a Software Company,
waking up early at 8:15AM!! :( :( :(
staying in company from 9:00 AM to 6:30 PM…“ATTENDANCE IS MANDATORY”
pretty busy with my schedule!!
Coding …, programming…!! :waa :waa
No time to spend wid all my friends…
Eagerly waiting for Sundays(Even Saturday is working day smtimes)
No time 2 check my mails at all!!

"in a position----Cannot break the rules!!! :( :( :( "

Must be in "FORMAL ATTIRE"
Completely tuned my mind into “MECHANICAL”…. Just have to pop all my EmOTions!!

Hmmm!! Moreover I have been taught to categorize the things into “Important and URGENT” which hasn’t given any place to some -------- works like….”spending time …, Sharing my thoughtz with friends!! and listening to music!! in 24 hrs of my day!! “

hhahaha….proud of my professional life!!
Seriously missing all those dayz!!! Real Hell……!! haha