To love is to wait...

Who the hell on the earth said that love is a pleasure?

I have come across various nasty scenarios not exactly scenarios, but the way people tend to neglect their love when it is in need of serious attention scorched me .

Here are few real life problems of my friends/colleagues/ I don’t wanna mention their names :(

First:

There is a cute couple. They are blessed being together, they are in relationship for the past seven years. To describe them in short, the girl is elder than the guy but I hardly know about her. I just heard from the guy about his girl…that she is matured and brainy unlike me. And the guy is dynamic, gutsy, and full of attitude and of course handsome. I can definitely say that its an euphoria for any girl to have him as her dream man. Ok.Whatever …putting all these adjectives aside, I will come to their main problem. The girl is old enough to be married and she is already pressurized by her parents ..it’s quite common that parents will compel their daughters to get married as early as possible and moreover she has one younger sister too. Whereas the guy has just started his career as a writer/philosopher, so he would need an ample amount of time to get prominent. So they are in need of time and patience and more trust /

Second:

Ahh, it’s nothing special for the readers but for me.

The couple is of same age. They are best friends for some period and they committed to get marry on one fine day and they are in relationship from past 5 years probably. The love story is routine but the characters are not! The girl is a non sense, stupid, crazy, adamant yet very very sweet. She is a specimen and she must be kept in museum :P Where as the guy is simple, fun loving and hard working. The way the guy loves the girl here is extremely beautiful and highly impeccable. He is an awesome creature who never restricts her/ and expects her to be the same as she is ; They both have a good understanding and trust ..I think this is what utterly matters in the love life however great/crap their characters are! And in this country, every love has a problem and it’s the same problem as above with few more psentiments. the guy needs 2-3 more years to settle get job as he is pursuing his degree and girl’s parents have already started planning about her marriage. The girl is in a dreadful situation where she cannot ask the guy to sacrifice his wishes for her and also she cannot trouble her parents by going against em and so she is trying hard to balance em both.

see..here also, however precious their love is or however greatly they love each other, four years of love cannot stand on its own, it still needs some help…yes, it again depends on time and patience.

Third:

Their happened a love in between a careless guy and homely girl. They both are pursuing their degrees and so they are waiting to get a job first and then to marry in next two years.

Bottomline / Moral:

TO LOVE IS TO WAIT! :(

Just one more step

One step in our lives matter a lot. Very often, we might lose a precious one for not letting just one more effort. We will surrender at the last minute due to lack of patience/confidence/will power, but we will not be in a position to imagine the amount of bliss we get when we win and we will never be ready to give a last try. The thing is we will assume that everything is impossible in this world; actually everything is impossible until it gets done.

Everybody knows that 99⁰c water is hot, Very hot. We also know that at 100⁰c, water begins to boil and becomes steam. And steam is very powerful enough to move a train load of people. Think about it. Just one degree more – hot water becomes steam which is powerful to move a train. While we may not always realize it, our lives are like that too. One degree means a lot. That little extra effort can mean the difference being a winner and an also - ran.

Too often we give up when the goal might have been just one step away. We finish second, when just one degree more of effort could have meant a world of difference. Unfortunately we don’t have the benefit of a thermometer that can tell us to keep going just for one degree more.

Whatever it is u set out to do, whatever goal u seek to achieve, push yourself to do just a little bit more. Just one degree more as said.

See out the difference, it can be magical.

P.S: It’s a random page from my personal diary.

Sorry Mom!

Hmm… I was reading about few blogs and something hit my mind…I forgot about my blog, I opened it quickly and checked out the date of my last post…oops it was 4 months back! my bad….I never noticed my baby my sweetu blog is missing my posts. It’s not that I don’t care it; the thing is now days I was busy in my life of course the same monotonous life. ~ Getting up in the morning, taking bath, cooking food and running to office and coming back home, checking mails, fbing and soon….where can I get time to blog?huh? But sorry to start a post with Sorry note :( Since my ego ceased me to say sorry to my mom, I am jotting here. This is dedicated to her….

Since Friday evening, I have been suffering from cold and mild fever. After dinner, I was very hungry (over enthusiasm to put on weight ;)), so I thought of cooking small dish. As far as my culinary skills are concerned, I am really good at making junk food like fried ghee maggi, onion pakodas. I have gathered all the required ingredients and chopped enough onions and started making them. Suddenly the stove went off. ! : Grr…the gas got over. Then started the flashback, few years ago, my mom was making snacks for me and my sis on one Sunday, I was sitting in front of TV, holding a cup of horlicks (yes I eat horlicks ;) ) in one hand and a plate of pakodas in the other hand, I used to mock my mom asking her to add little salt, to make lil more crispy, to put more tomato sauce and many more…..yes I have to pay for it now! Sorry mummy :( now I donno what to do, I just ate that few half fried pakodas and 1 scoop of chocolate ice cream and slept with hunger that night.

Next day morning, omg! I was feeling very dizzy, not having energy at all for brushing also. I asked my friends to get some food and unfortunately they went and came with empty hands. Again I am sorry to mom! yes, I was bad on that day also. The day my mom was not feeling well, I did not help her in doing anything. Not only these, there was an ample sadistic attitude of mine, for which I am regretting now. I know that we should not make our loved ones hurt, but I always hurt them sometimes deliberately, sometimes without my knowledge. And I also know that my small kiss can make them forget & smile :) :) Love u mom!

Cheers!

0.5 kg

Today, I was feeling a bit low, I guess I am sad ….. not because someone ate my chocolates, not because somebody commented me, not because I could not resolve an issue, not because I got some pimples, not because I lost some money, not because I got up early, not because I did some stupid thing; haan, BUT....because I have not reached my target :(

Yes, I have a set a new target / resolution / goal which sounds pretty simple and crazy but indeed, it's the most hardest thing for the one who is actually involved to achieve it.

Now, here comes my target – to gain a weight of 0.5 KG in 2 weeks.

Ooouch!!!Please don’t start blaming me now!!Believe me, it’s not as easy as it sounds, I have been facing this issue since few years and but I would always fail and lose confidence :(

I try a lot to put on where as many try a lot to put off, but every time I fail. Not this time, trust me, I had set this point many times. Integer 50 is my target. my weight fluctuates always in between 47-49. I reach till 49 but I could never cross or touch that integer, I am scared of it and I have started hating that value.

In the first week of Jan, I had checked my weight and it was 49.5 kgs, to my surprise, it was 49.5..felt little happy and So, I had decided to increase my weight by 0.5 kg rather than truncating it to 50.

As it was an easy thing since I had crossed 49 and I have got two weeks of time, I thought I would definitely win in this case as it's a matter of silly 0.5 kg and achieve my target for sure.

Now, two weeks were over, I went thinking I would win today and checked……waaa :( :( Contrary to this, I flunked again. Perhaps it’s all because of me. Frankly speaking, I don’t follow up a good diet regularly.

First of all, If I have to brief out my every day diet, I guess most of you feel I am very peculiar, yes I am.

I am like a camel, I eat one time in a day, it may be during breakfast/ lunch/ snacks/dinner…

Believe me just one time or maximum two times….but I eat a lot of food till my tummy screams ..Enough! No more no more!! And I don’t have after that.

Sometimes, I have a lot of junk foods say maggi, burger, pizza, pani poori, samosa, cutlet….all etc….despite having rice/chapathi. And whatever food I cook/make/prepare, I use a big amount of ghee, butter and oil :) (cholesterol full ).

Huh!! but what’s the use? all my plenty number of efforts just went in vain. But, I will not give this up and I will definitely win one fine day.

There is a known saying - Try and Try until u succeed. I hereby say, I will again try by taking two more weeks period and I will definitely win this time by reaching 50. I have got all the required ingredients ;) Before writing this post, I went to Spencers and got lots of maggi, fruits, Horlicks, eggs :) :) (that’s the spirit) and I swear that I will sincerely work hard and will triumph over this mark.

Tring,tring!!

rooba rooba roo... (my mobile's ringtone...it's ringing)

me: Hello!

X: Maam, Is this Madhuri?

me: Yes

X: This is vignesh, you got a parcel, Could u please come to reception?

me: Sure

X: mam, security guys stopping to enter inside, they are facing problems with the pack, some beep sound is coming, could u please come now/?

me: yep..hold on!

At that moment, many set of feelings doodled in my brain like anxiety / cheerfulness /sorrow /tension / fear and soon..

Frankly speaking, I was not much excited because I already know it, but I was very much pleased to hear about the present since it was the most awaited one after a long time. And you know how glad it would be to welcome a day with a gift and that too with chocolates, I guess, chocolates are the best gift in this world, I believe them as the symbol of love, care and affection.

Of course, I was sad, completely worried… why because, I was very sure that if at all my colleagues notice that pack, that’s it..; I would end up in accumulating the wrappers rather than the original pack. I had many bitter experiences when I was in my training, One monkey used to grab all my choclates… (;)) and Tarun used to strive hard to get back for me somehow J . And yeah, Fear…I was little afraid not because of beep sound coming, but because I was pretty sure that all the chocolates would get melted. What a moment it was…!!

I reached Reception, it was occupied by many people, as I cannot recognize that guy, I gave a call to him and yeah there he was, he waived his hand and handed me that parcel, but the person near security was so much scared thinking it was some atom bomb :D . He wanted me to open it in front of him to make sure that everything must be alright. I told him that he need not worry as I don't have any such friends who will take revenge on me. But he denied and said, of, course we should not suspect friends but republic day is near, .so we cannot trust anybody...then immediately my reaction was – what the hell? It’s chennai,..anyways, hehe I convinced him saying I don’t have any such friends who try to kill me at least in such a rich style. I opened it….smile smile smile………..!! everybody was smiling J kisses chocolates (that silver wrapper must was responsible for that beep sound), lite… I was busy in eating them :) :) lol………………….btw, million thanks to the special sender :) ;)